Theres so much more than just a cover of a book...
Theres so much more going on in my life than what all of you know....Ya every1 is having there little problems right now but if you look at mine, your's are nothing. Heres just a peek of mine, because i cant really TELL anyone, the one person I did tell, seems like she doesnt even care about me as a friend n-e more shes got...well...other friends. Heres just a peek:
Yesturday I woke up at 8 a.m. because I had a DHS ladie come to my house and i had to tell my *story* to her, then she talked to my mom and literally screamed at her and in short called her a bad mother. After she left I had to drive to the other side of the city and go to the police dept. and tell my *story* 3 more times, so I was really pissed by this time, and AFTER ALL OF THAT it was just about 5:30 in the afternoon and I had to go to St. Anthony's Hospital to basically see if i was Physco*(sp) or not, then I came home and had a break down and relized, The only person that I can talk to about n-e of this is my mom...I cant talk to n-e of my friends because they have absoultly no idea whats going on, and Most of them this is to big to tell them to and I dont trust them enough with this. I just wish....I wish nothing ever happened with me, I know lil things will happen to me, but I never wanted somthing THIS BIG to happen to me.....
This one thing that has happened to me has changed my life more than n-e of you know, i've gotten rid of a good half of my clothes, i've had to take down alot of posters, i cant dress a certain style, and i have no trust from my mom n-e more...you think woah thats not a big deal to not have trust...just think of this, I went to the movies the other day and my mom saw i had $10 left, she started asking me wat the movie was about, (everylil detail) and why my clothes wern't wet from the game, all this stupid crap. The last thing i'm going to say in this is because of wats happened to me, I have more attention on me than ever, and for my close friends that kno me, I HATE ATTENTION! and this isnt even attenion from ppl I know, there all ppl I have no idea who the hell they are!
You watch her walking down the hall, big smile, laughin, looks so happy, you’d never guess she goes home and cries her self to sleep……