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It's a bad thing to be insecure, isn't it? Or, is it just a girl thing... Do guys ever get insecure? Do they ever wonder if they look good on certain days over others? Why do I feel so ugly lately... And why has it been like this for so long?
I should feel good, shouldn't I? I shouldn't need to be told everyday.. heaven forbid twice a day. Why does that make me cry? It seems like the person I want to tell me most that I'm beautiful, never does. She used to, you know... Really, she did. All the time, out of the blue.. "You're beautiful, Maddy". Do I get that now? Nah, I guess the newness has faded to black.
That's ok, though. Suck it up, sweetpea.
Sometimes you just shouldnt can't depend on people to cheer you up.