I will be ashes
Today was not what I want from life. During school I thought the most horrid thoughts...and it almost brings me to tears that I'm so warped like that. Not real tears...but you know. Got home and was immediatley pissed and in a hella bad mood. Man...so bad. Played guitar and kept thinking the worst thoughts. Started hating myself and at the same time wondering if it's just. Then I was like, dude, you're crazy, you're not a good person. So I started getting destructive and decided I'd rather skate. Leaving, my muja was coming down the street and asked where I was going, but I kept going and called her. I told her I was in a really bad mood and didn't want to take it out on anyone at the house. I actually felt like crying right then...weird. Went to skate with Tyler and Fresh tagged. That was good. I was mad and I didn't care. I was having fun. We went to Executive...but Dinky wasn't around. *sigh* Then went to Navy.
After that proceeded to get some food and hang out at Tyler's. Possible camping this weekend with him. That sounds rad as hell, so I'm gonna try hard to be able to go. Thursday we practice with Nathan, I'm gonna try and bring this chick. Maybe we can get something out in the open that we need to or something. I don't think I'm weird.
School gets out the 9th. Lame, but I'm trying to go to the beach and and West Virginia. Just take some time off from life. Although, that's pretty much how I live, but I want to get out of this house. I hate it here. I just don't know about a lot of thing. The more I live, the more I learn. The more I learn, the less I care...and the more I want and try. Life kicks you in the nuts.
Moons of honey and there goes the everything that filled it up,
A nice orange tint tonight as it goes wanning into a crescent,
Not much I can do except wait to be so full again,
Let's hope it comes quicker than a blue moon
-Jah
That's about it.
Irie
After that proceeded to get some food and hang out at Tyler's. Possible camping this weekend with him. That sounds rad as hell, so I'm gonna try hard to be able to go. Thursday we practice with Nathan, I'm gonna try and bring this chick. Maybe we can get something out in the open that we need to or something. I don't think I'm weird.
School gets out the 9th. Lame, but I'm trying to go to the beach and and West Virginia. Just take some time off from life. Although, that's pretty much how I live, but I want to get out of this house. I hate it here. I just don't know about a lot of thing. The more I live, the more I learn. The more I learn, the less I care...and the more I want and try. Life kicks you in the nuts.
Moons of honey and there goes the everything that filled it up,
A nice orange tint tonight as it goes wanning into a crescent,
Not much I can do except wait to be so full again,
Let's hope it comes quicker than a blue moon
-Jah
That's about it.
Irie