......venting.......
I have so much homework to do and i am procrastinating! ahh that should have been one of my new years res! but oh well, can you make new years res after new years? its not like its a law.....but i guess technically that would be a goal, but maybe just a janvier (french! lol, ohh! that reminds me.......frnch h/.w too!)
ahh i was so mad today in 6th!!! i had my first missing assignment today, and its not because i decided i had better things to do (but that is what i am doing now...sigh) but i geinuenly forgot about it, so did nat, and i think colin too, but idk he always turns h
wow i am so glad my parents think i am a pot smoking whore who is this awful child and has no good friends and the world is this awful place where awful people, such as i, destroy things in our teenage delinquint cult! omg! i am about the "holiest" kid at our school (im not even religous), and they are sitting here asking me if i smoke, if i skip and go to abandoned houses during school...wth? that makes no sense, wow, am i sure glad that all i have worked m ass off to be a "good" child has done! suppose i hadnt done all that (ie. tell the truth, good grades, cleaning [sometimes, lol], be where i am supposed to be when i am supposed to be there [ie. bus, borders]) what would they think of me then? hmmm, maybe that i was some jacked up on heroin kid that cant think striaght and is constantly wasted.......have they ever been around me then?? they obviously dont know anything about me! not my goals, life aspirations (...i think thats the word...). and the irony of this is that i am typing this and they are on my computer and i on kelseys, so those of you who have never been to my house: that means that they are quite litteraly sitting on top of my computer. okay maybe that was a bit exaggerated, but w/e. they have this thing hooked up on our computers that take "pictures" of the screen every 3 seconds....can we say stalker?? AND they can tell what i type on the key board, which wouldnt be a big deal or anything except they can tell what my passwords are.......somebody please remind them of the __ amendment (the " ___" is beacause i dont know what number it is, so i improvised. lol--i love how i use comic release...OHH! major score!! english vocab word!! haha, now i am trying to change my own subject....how typical, well not really.....has anyone noticed all i am doing is rambling on and on about my "hamartias" [hehe, the eng vocab just wont stop!] okay....im done, i promise! lol) so yeah its the stupidest thing, but obviously they need it with their two rebel children, i swear if we werent in school we would be in a motor cycle gang somwhere in Utah with a (and this is stolen from ben lol) big black man named "tiny", hehe i love ben, although you can get annoying at times! lol, jk. but seriously.........if my parents dont trust me at all, then i wont let them ill keep doing stupid stuff! ahhhh thats so annoying! when i work so hard to be a "good" child, i dont smoke, drink, have sex, none of that "bad kid" crap, and apparently i am the worlds worst kid! because i mean who in hell has friends that arent perfect?? i mean that just doesnt exist anymore! i mean the 80's are over, that decade and its devil's music!, and i mean no one that has ever had any dealings with drinking/smoking could possibly be a good kid.......nope, they do once and they are dead *not talking about myself fyi*.....oh but wait no maybe i am since i am suck a gd awful kid.....i mean its surprising i can type this, i must be high right now, maybe thats what i do instead of marching band! maybe thats why everyone loves it so much! you know for such an awful kid i am sure a sarcastic jackass wouldnt you agree?? i am in the critical mood.....so if i seemed po'ed tm maybe i am, i mean if you like got-- analogy here-- like D's and F's in biology or something one semester, then the next semester you finally buckle down and get A's and B's, then the teacher is all "you're cheating! and i know that because you have such great grades but arent capable of this, so you must be having someone do this for you, and since you sit in the same corner as the "dark, bad" people you must bew doing "dark, bad" things! i mean there is no way in hell you could possibly make good decisions! your such a bad person since you obviosly was bad a time ago!!"" ........ yeah see why i am po'ed!?!? you'd be too trust me! he was looking at some other's lj's and it was this one (not baggin on the X-tans!) christan kid,this person is a great person and i love 'em to death, but we just have different views (no its not nat), but he knows i am not the religous type, and they were talking about christan-kid camp and he was all "now here is someone you should spend sometime with"......??? oh, sorry am i not good enough as is?? w/e i am going to watch POTC, later guys.........ps. please dont take anything personal, especailly the religous stuff, i am just so mad that my parents could be so cluless and try to "infer" who am i and what i do through spying on me, and reading my friend's ljs. later guys, i love you all so much! especially: DJ, Nat, Riley D, Ben, John, Kel (yes, i actually put her lol), and Bart....we (me nat and bart) have all been going on food runs a lot and its always fun, and also french too, so yeah i have had a lot of good laughs with him!!
****hehe, one last thing to end on a happy note!
on the bus home me and kel were sitting like parallel and all the way back in the seat with our feet in the aisle and our shoes were like sole to sole and i felt like a kindergardener.....hehe fun times!!!!
OOH!! LEONARDO DiCAPRIO IS GOD!!! haha, later guys......for real this time!
okay sorry i keep thinking of stuff i want to say.....i dont know whether or not i want to watch Pirates or Titanic, but T is soo long, but its suuuuuch a good movie!!!! i love it!! and Leo is in it!! so maybe ill speed it up to get to the good part! haha, later, fo real fo real this time! <--lovin the gangsta talk! lol
ahh i was so mad today in 6th!!! i had my first missing assignment today, and its not because i decided i had better things to do (but that is what i am doing now...sigh) but i geinuenly forgot about it, so did nat, and i think colin too, but idk he always turns h
wow i am so glad my parents think i am a pot smoking whore who is this awful child and has no good friends and the world is this awful place where awful people, such as i, destroy things in our teenage delinquint cult! omg! i am about the "holiest" kid at our school (im not even religous), and they are sitting here asking me if i smoke, if i skip and go to abandoned houses during school...wth? that makes no sense, wow, am i sure glad that all i have worked m ass off to be a "good" child has done! suppose i hadnt done all that (ie. tell the truth, good grades, cleaning [sometimes, lol], be where i am supposed to be when i am supposed to be there [ie. bus, borders]) what would they think of me then? hmmm, maybe that i was some jacked up on heroin kid that cant think striaght and is constantly wasted.......have they ever been around me then?? they obviously dont know anything about me! not my goals, life aspirations (...i think thats the word...). and the irony of this is that i am typing this and they are on my computer and i on kelseys, so those of you who have never been to my house: that means that they are quite litteraly sitting on top of my computer. okay maybe that was a bit exaggerated, but w/e. they have this thing hooked up on our computers that take "pictures" of the screen every 3 seconds....can we say stalker?? AND they can tell what i type on the key board, which wouldnt be a big deal or anything except they can tell what my passwords are.......somebody please remind them of the __ amendment (the " ___" is beacause i dont know what number it is, so i improvised. lol--i love how i use comic release...OHH! major score!! english vocab word!! haha, now i am trying to change my own subject....how typical, well not really.....has anyone noticed all i am doing is rambling on and on about my "hamartias" [hehe, the eng vocab just wont stop!] okay....im done, i promise! lol) so yeah its the stupidest thing, but obviously they need it with their two rebel children, i swear if we werent in school we would be in a motor cycle gang somwhere in Utah with a (and this is stolen from ben lol) big black man named "tiny", hehe i love ben, although you can get annoying at times! lol, jk. but seriously.........if my parents dont trust me at all, then i wont let them ill keep doing stupid stuff! ahhhh thats so annoying! when i work so hard to be a "good" child, i dont smoke, drink, have sex, none of that "bad kid" crap, and apparently i am the worlds worst kid! because i mean who in hell has friends that arent perfect?? i mean that just doesnt exist anymore! i mean the 80's are over, that decade and its devil's music!, and i mean no one that has ever had any dealings with drinking/smoking could possibly be a good kid.......nope, they do once and they are dead *not talking about myself fyi*.....oh but wait no maybe i am since i am suck a gd awful kid.....i mean its surprising i can type this, i must be high right now, maybe thats what i do instead of marching band! maybe thats why everyone loves it so much! you know for such an awful kid i am sure a sarcastic jackass wouldnt you agree?? i am in the critical mood.....so if i seemed po'ed tm maybe i am, i mean if you like got-- analogy here-- like D's and F's in biology or something one semester, then the next semester you finally buckle down and get A's and B's, then the teacher is all "you're cheating! and i know that because you have such great grades but arent capable of this, so you must be having someone do this for you, and since you sit in the same corner as the "dark, bad" people you must bew doing "dark, bad" things! i mean there is no way in hell you could possibly make good decisions! your such a bad person since you obviosly was bad a time ago!!"" ........ yeah see why i am po'ed!?!? you'd be too trust me! he was looking at some other's lj's and it was this one (not baggin on the X-tans!) christan kid,this person is a great person and i love 'em to death, but we just have different views (no its not nat), but he knows i am not the religous type, and they were talking about christan-kid camp and he was all "now here is someone you should spend sometime with"......??? oh, sorry am i not good enough as is?? w/e i am going to watch POTC, later guys.........ps. please dont take anything personal, especailly the religous stuff, i am just so mad that my parents could be so cluless and try to "infer" who am i and what i do through spying on me, and reading my friend's ljs. later guys, i love you all so much! especially: DJ, Nat, Riley D, Ben, John, Kel (yes, i actually put her lol), and Bart....we (me nat and bart) have all been going on food runs a lot and its always fun, and also french too, so yeah i have had a lot of good laughs with him!!
****hehe, one last thing to end on a happy note!
on the bus home me and kel were sitting like parallel and all the way back in the seat with our feet in the aisle and our shoes were like sole to sole and i felt like a kindergardener.....hehe fun times!!!!
OOH!! LEONARDO DiCAPRIO IS GOD!!! haha, later guys......for real this time!
okay sorry i keep thinking of stuff i want to say.....i dont know whether or not i want to watch Pirates or Titanic, but T is soo long, but its suuuuuch a good movie!!!! i love it!! and Leo is in it!! so maybe ill speed it up to get to the good part! haha, later, fo real fo real this time! <--lovin the gangsta talk! lol