just another day gone by
i still miss beth. since my last post we were cool w/ eachother again and then we (broke up it looks like for good)if u can really call it breaking up since there was never an officialized title- but it still hurts b/c i still cared and im sure she did too. i guess i somewhat took her for granted. now that she's gone its just been sucking. im holding up though.
work's been taking its toll on my finger. one of the reason's i havent updated in awhile is b/c i broke my finger on someone's face back in february and it was casted until early march. its not doing too bad but typing all damn day at work is no fun.
i let johnny borrow my car to go to a job interview while i was at work on tuesday-he brings it back and all of a sudden my transmission is almost blown. so i ended up driving home in 1st the whole way,shit wouldnt shift.i hope it'll be ok. i put some fuel injector cleaner in there and alot of gas- which was part of the problem. and then johnny was just being a stupid asshole like "why take it to ur dad, he cant fix it" im thinking "mother fucker, do u know how long he's been working on cars?" - sure enough i tell my dad to go take a look at it and when i come outside, hop in the car for a quick drive around the corner, and its shifting out of 1st gear now. i dunno what he did, but it acted up again later that night. i'll take it in this weekend when i get payed. im not trippin on johnny though, it was bound to happen.
saw pat's band play last night at this club downtown that i never knew anything about. it was pretty cool though, hopefully i'll be at that spot a lil more often.
on a somewhat different note. i quit smoking back about a week before beth and i stopped dating, and have managed to stay sober thus far.
not too much else has been going on, just trying to get by day by day. til next time-peace
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*Even though her eyes arent brown, the pupils were always big ,plus the song says brown.*
the very first time that i saw your brown eyes,
your lips said hello and i said hi,
i knew right then u were the one
but i was cought up in physical attraction
but to my satisfaction, baby u were more than just a face
and if i ever fall in love again
i will be sure the lady is a friend
and if i ever fall in love so true
i will be sure the lady's just like YOU.
if i say that i will be ur one and only
promise that u'll never leave me lonely,
i just wanna be the one you need..
i just wanna be the one to serve you,
sometimes i feel as if i dont deserve you
i cherished every moment that we shared
and if i ever fall in love again
i will be sure the lady is a friend
and if i ever fall in love so true
i will be sure the lady's just like YOU.
i need someone who'll be my friend,
to be w/ my thru thick and thin,
please share my love w/ me my friend-
i need someone like you...
work's been taking its toll on my finger. one of the reason's i havent updated in awhile is b/c i broke my finger on someone's face back in february and it was casted until early march. its not doing too bad but typing all damn day at work is no fun.
i let johnny borrow my car to go to a job interview while i was at work on tuesday-he brings it back and all of a sudden my transmission is almost blown. so i ended up driving home in 1st the whole way,shit wouldnt shift.i hope it'll be ok. i put some fuel injector cleaner in there and alot of gas- which was part of the problem. and then johnny was just being a stupid asshole like "why take it to ur dad, he cant fix it" im thinking "mother fucker, do u know how long he's been working on cars?" - sure enough i tell my dad to go take a look at it and when i come outside, hop in the car for a quick drive around the corner, and its shifting out of 1st gear now. i dunno what he did, but it acted up again later that night. i'll take it in this weekend when i get payed. im not trippin on johnny though, it was bound to happen.
saw pat's band play last night at this club downtown that i never knew anything about. it was pretty cool though, hopefully i'll be at that spot a lil more often.
on a somewhat different note. i quit smoking back about a week before beth and i stopped dating, and have managed to stay sober thus far.
not too much else has been going on, just trying to get by day by day. til next time-peace
--------------------------------------------------------
*Even though her eyes arent brown, the pupils were always big ,plus the song says brown.*
the very first time that i saw your brown eyes,
your lips said hello and i said hi,
i knew right then u were the one
but i was cought up in physical attraction
but to my satisfaction, baby u were more than just a face
and if i ever fall in love again
i will be sure the lady is a friend
and if i ever fall in love so true
i will be sure the lady's just like YOU.
if i say that i will be ur one and only
promise that u'll never leave me lonely,
i just wanna be the one you need..
i just wanna be the one to serve you,
sometimes i feel as if i dont deserve you
i cherished every moment that we shared
and if i ever fall in love again
i will be sure the lady is a friend
and if i ever fall in love so true
i will be sure the lady's just like YOU.
i need someone who'll be my friend,
to be w/ my thru thick and thin,
please share my love w/ me my friend-
i need someone like you...