On days of rain

[sk8rdude49]

For the moment I feel feint. Ive ran my life for a year. Ive knocked it out of the park with work experience. With a future. I have seated myself at the side of a multimillion dollar company for a career in Cali. Shouldn't I be thrilled. Companionship is the missing link in the adventure. Find myself talking to myself about being excited and talked to myself about new experiences. what a lamo. I had you. I had you at hello. your damn science goggles were the light of my week. now I feel the unease tension and feeling of you with another person. with you sharing your love elsewhere. the heart quenching feeling like you don't know whats gonna come of tomorrow. Its been a long time since I cried. I forgot how good it felt. I miss you.

I miss it all and I'm too big of a pussy to fight for what I feel is rightfully mine.
Know I always treated you better. I always loved you more.