life....
TODAY: SO cool, my schedule is sooo messed uo because of caps, so we had study 3rd period, and it was so flippin warm outside, my 3 friends and i alll decided to lay outside so we did!!... all 4 of us layed down on the walk way.... in the sun, Emily she got a sun burn haha.... shes funny!! and well it was awsome, like always i was writing in my journal ( what else is new ). But that was pretty interesting.... Nothing new today, but it was pretty hot and nice hot... i am going to ride my bike and run today.. * lazy legs! * ohhh well....
YES,.... I have been thinking to much and so hard * not a very good idea *!
About where does god come into my life, what place does he belong....
and well just relationships that seem to be screwed up and then to get back in order with them.
Life is such a complicated thing to deal with, it isnt easy... and if you think it is easy then think again. If you do something right people complaine if you do something wrong they still complaine you cant win.
But i watched a move last night on my fav ch... LIFETIME!! hehe
It was called " odd girl out " it reminds me so much of other girls in high schools, not so much mine but quite a few. Yeah sure i thought i had it bad with education and friends and stuff... but it doesnt come to the point that i want to kill my self because of it. Or i dont cut myself and bleed my way threw things..... i do it the easy way, MUSIC!!! HEHE I never relized how mean and selfish girls can be until i watched that movie, we are so flippin mean!! jeez the sad part is, is that they dont see it. Of course i see it because i m not one of those girls... it makes me so upset watching this crap daily.
But anyways, i have been confussed about a lot of things, just random things lol.
my head has not been on strait whatsoever!!!!
>>> My bday is coming up, im turning 16 woohoo!! my birthday is suppose to be in July but now its going to be in june, since every one goes away in july.... not to mention im not going to be around much myself. I CANT WAIT!!! 16!! im getting my permit rightt after my bday.... yes!!! I am sooo happppy my momo trustes me enough!
so ok i am going over my friends house firday night, to spend the night lets just say.... OH GOODNESS!! us 2 alone, * chuckle a bit * this is going to be so fun, i cant wait... maybe it will get my mind off of things that i should..... But thats all in my daily news...
LATA mah DARLINS!!
* kisses *
YES,.... I have been thinking to much and so hard * not a very good idea *!
About where does god come into my life, what place does he belong....
and well just relationships that seem to be screwed up and then to get back in order with them.
Life is such a complicated thing to deal with, it isnt easy... and if you think it is easy then think again. If you do something right people complaine if you do something wrong they still complaine you cant win.
But i watched a move last night on my fav ch... LIFETIME!! hehe
It was called " odd girl out " it reminds me so much of other girls in high schools, not so much mine but quite a few. Yeah sure i thought i had it bad with education and friends and stuff... but it doesnt come to the point that i want to kill my self because of it. Or i dont cut myself and bleed my way threw things..... i do it the easy way, MUSIC!!! HEHE I never relized how mean and selfish girls can be until i watched that movie, we are so flippin mean!! jeez the sad part is, is that they dont see it. Of course i see it because i m not one of those girls... it makes me so upset watching this crap daily.
But anyways, i have been confussed about a lot of things, just random things lol.
my head has not been on strait whatsoever!!!!
>>> My bday is coming up, im turning 16 woohoo!! my birthday is suppose to be in July but now its going to be in june, since every one goes away in july.... not to mention im not going to be around much myself. I CANT WAIT!!! 16!! im getting my permit rightt after my bday.... yes!!! I am sooo happppy my momo trustes me enough!
so ok i am going over my friends house firday night, to spend the night lets just say.... OH GOODNESS!! us 2 alone, * chuckle a bit * this is going to be so fun, i cant wait... maybe it will get my mind off of things that i should..... But thats all in my daily news...
LATA mah DARLINS!!
* kisses *