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02:37:33) TRUESmrtrPrimate: oooo working on 8 shots of alcohol
(02:37:35) TRUESmrtrPrimate: ya
(02:37:36) TRUESmrtrPrimate: y
(02:37:48) Playful Pixie26: why dont u take it easy
(02:38:54) TRUESmrtrPrimate: cause no one is forcing my hand but me
(02:39:04) TRUESmrtrPrimate: and my depression is forcing that
(02:39:12) TRUESmrtrPrimate: and that in turn is forcing my need for attention
(02:39:24) TRUESmrtrPrimate: which in turn is the reason people look at my sadly
(02:39:38) TRUESmrtrPrimate: which in turn is the reason im not confident in myself or my skills
(02:40:07) TRUESmrtrPrimate: which in turn is why even tho i get several cards while working, from people who offer real jobs, i never contact them
realization that gets me no where
(02:37:35) TRUESmrtrPrimate: ya
(02:37:36) TRUESmrtrPrimate: y
(02:37:48) Playful Pixie26: why dont u take it easy
(02:38:54) TRUESmrtrPrimate: cause no one is forcing my hand but me
(02:39:04) TRUESmrtrPrimate: and my depression is forcing that
(02:39:12) TRUESmrtrPrimate: and that in turn is forcing my need for attention
(02:39:24) TRUESmrtrPrimate: which in turn is the reason people look at my sadly
(02:39:38) TRUESmrtrPrimate: which in turn is the reason im not confident in myself or my skills
(02:40:07) TRUESmrtrPrimate: which in turn is why even tho i get several cards while working, from people who offer real jobs, i never contact them
realization that gets me no where