Life isn't so Peachy
Life isn't so Peachy as the title would hint, The girl who just a month ago I thought I "loved," I am now confused over... I went to church camp this summer (with her) and I learned the rules of dating and all this other stuff but secretly I started praying to God about whether or not I was meant to date Ashley...
Since that time Ash and I have both gotten jobs, were only granted one class together, and the better looking of the two is involved in tennis.... That leaves almost zero time for us... I have been trying to figure what God has in store for me and now I am not sure if Ashley is a part of that. It hurts... it really does... I am going to talk to her about it and hope that I am wrong...
School today was going really well... Until fourth, I used to think that me and Ash had this "connection." Today I really wasn't feeling anything.... I tried to talk to her a bit but we sit apart and it is hard... I am really hoping all of this can retain our relationship or maybe make it stronger, but if all else fails, we can stay friends...
If you read this Ash, I hope you will understand and I really want to talk to you so call me immediately, I don't know your work schedule.. So I don't know when you are off... Talk to me babe.