TURNED OFF
Everybody I've spoken to has said the same thing; You'll be fine. But I don't feel fine. Not one bit. I feel so down. I feel so... out of it. Like a ship lost at sea. I am unaware of which direction to turn. This was supposed to be a longer entry. Just like I was supposed to be a stronger person.
Who is this stong person people speak of? Have I forgotten that I am? Do I have amnesia? I must have been stong at one point in my life because 3 out of 3 people agree that I am. As of right now, I'm not much more then a sobbing sack of flesh who hasn't an idea of which road to travel down.
And it's tearing me apart.
I'm so tired. I need to get some rest. I need to finish some homework. I need to study for a test. I need to drink a mocha, and not think about the rest of my day.
*darkstar*
Who is this stong person people speak of? Have I forgotten that I am? Do I have amnesia? I must have been stong at one point in my life because 3 out of 3 people agree that I am. As of right now, I'm not much more then a sobbing sack of flesh who hasn't an idea of which road to travel down.
And it's tearing me apart.
I'm so tired. I need to get some rest. I need to finish some homework. I need to study for a test. I need to drink a mocha, and not think about the rest of my day.
*darkstar*