FUCK!!

Oct 14, 2005 21:28

I'm soooo god damn pissed right now. This shitty little slutty 8th grade who thinks the world revolves around her just sent me a message with all this shit. I'm usually nice to people, but I think I'm about to pop a cap up in someones ass! I'm sick and tired of always being the passive one. But then whenever I try and stick up for myself I always end up feeling bad, and apologizing to someone and making myself look young and weak. FUCK ALL OF THIS! My good friend Aaron (one of the few people keeping me sane) is now moving cause his fiance broke it all off cause she's lesbian. And yeah. I wanna kill myself right now. For no reason in particular. Partially because of the people I have crushes on only two know my name, and out of that two only one lives in state, and that one person goes to my school but she's too good for me. I want to so badly. But I can't. I'm too fucking weak. I hate myself. Never forget that.

<3 charlotte
P.S. Have a nice life, while I rot in regret over mine.
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