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Omg, wow,I really need to update this thing. Okay, so first thing, I broke up with that b/f and now I have another one. His name is Marty. He's my baby and I love him, but the thing is, my parentals hate him. They don't like him b/c he's 19 and it doesn't help that they found out he has a criminal record. Yeah, he's so awesome. Now I'm just gonna ramble on about him. I haven't talked to him since Friday and haven't seen him since last tuesday. I miss my baby! He's hott, nice, fun to be with, always makes me laugh, and he cares for me so much. Oh, and he's a really good kisser! LOL! I can't really talk to him b/c my parentals don't like him, and my dad said next time he catches us together he's gonna put a restraining order on him, so I'm not gonna be seeing him that much b/c I don't want that to happen. My dad's even threatened to get Marty arrested, and I couldn't deal with that if that happened. I'd prolly do something stupid like shoot my parentals and then shoot myself. I could never ever live with knowing that I'm the reason he got arrested. I talked to my aunt about how I've been feeling about all this and she said if I really loved him that I should stop seeing him so much, so I'm gonna try to not see him that much. I need to call him, and I prolly will tomorrow night b/c I'm gonna be home alone. My bro has a soccer game. Okay, I think that if you're reading this then you're prolly getting tired of me talking about Marty, but I need to get my feelings out. So much has gone on since I last wrote in this. I was grounded for 4 months, then I was ungrounded for about a month, then I just got grounded again last Friday for 3 weeks. My best friend Cassie is mad at me right now b/c she thinks that I did something that I really didn't do. I got grounded on Friday ya know, and she thinks that I blamed it on her, but I didn't. It pisses me off how she won't talk to me about it. She just stays pissed. Yeah...anyways, I'm trying to talk to my friend Gary from AR right now, but he's not saying anything. I don't think he's pissed or anything b/c I didn't do anything to piss him off. My shoulder is killing me right now. I think that I'm gonna write in this a lot more b/c I feel better when I get my feelings out. I'll just type how I feel right now. I'm prolly gonna be doing that a lot b/c I'm grounded and have nothing better to do. I hope that my parentals never read this b/c that would totally suck b/c they might try to do something to Marty. But if they do, mom and dad, don't do anything to Marty cuz if you do, I'll hurt somebody. I love him so much and there's nothing you can do to make me stop loving him. He loves me and I know this. I don't care what you say. Anyways...I'm gonna go now, but I'll prolly type tomorrow...