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Don't you hate it when you think your life is good when all of the something you remeber something horrible is coming up lets say your mom is going to have a baby (FOR EXAMPLE) you get all happy because you think that nothing could possibly go wrong i mean why would it your happy you should be you deserve to be you been depressed so y shouldn't you be happy why does this have to come up y must they tourment me with this why do they need this child are they hopeing it'll be better then me is a replacement of me am i not good enough for them is pay back for my happyness do they want ot see me suffer i hope they are satisfied because to tell you the truth i happy because i don't want them to rember me and i don't want them to love me i hope when i leave they sit there and talk about her instead of me because i hate them i hate them all they're horrible people nothing but hypocrites nothing but lyers and back stabbers they obviously didn't think of me then y would they now you know what i wont regret this but family i hate you