Study Hall Blues

Sep 28, 2004 11:45

So i'm sitting here in study hall Bored as always and so i was like dude haven't been on lj lately lets go on the only problem is that i don't know what to right usally i write how i feel. only problem is..........I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL. things are werid in the life of bradley but i don't think anyone cares. i love it i get to go from happy to sad as soon i walk though the door at 75 candlewoodlake rd i'am happy at school and i soon as i get home life go down the drain one minute i'm happy next i'm crying for no reason then it gets better yelling LOTS of yelling whether its with myhself or others.then theres the whole "so bradley who do you like kate amber alex.......... but tell you the truth i don't know i mean i'm saying i hatre them but after the 50th time of caleb asking which one do i wanmna go out with i feel that i have to like the world's waiting for me to make a decision it gets me to the point at wich i'm there saying why not just forget everyone and leave everything. why not leave the ones i love and start over y not dystroy my life now and see what people think even knowing it'll be to late to change then. oh wait i know the problem i started thinking again.................................................................
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