Nothing?!?!?!?!?!?
okay so i got home from hanging out with jimmy dana and nessa at the mall. i get home and i feel............NOTHING i feel empty i don't know what the fuck to do i'm scared should i feel this way i don't what ot do i need HHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i think i'm going insane i do know what to do i afariad to fall back to my old ways of od. i need help god now i'm reapeting my self i feel numb what sould i do. oh no i think i'm gonna be sick i feel dirty but i just took a shower. i need help there i go reapeteing my selfd again please4 someone help me i don't know what to do i can't feel my heart beat or myself breath i don't know if u get what i mean. i so tired i just can't sleep i afraid i might die just please help me no matter what you do just get rid of this feeling that i have swore that i wouldn't be like this i swear to god i better not feel this way tommorow. i have to try to sleep but what if i don't make it what should i do just someone help me oh and bye the way if this is you I STILL HATE YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH.