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I'm at a very confusing time right now. I feel like I can no longer trust a person who I felt I could trust the most. I'm filled w/ pain and remorse occasionaly. This situation makes me wonder if there are a lot of other things she didn't ever tell me.
Everything happened so suddenly though, and that really makes me wonder. I feel like she has already forgotten me and has quickly moved on to a convieniently located guy. I always thought that doing all you could ever do someone would reward me, but I have discovered otherwise.
Now I feel as if I should never let my trust out again, as I did before.
I did everything I could have, and I guess I just wish I didn't feel the way I do about her. I wish I just didn't care (like she does). Maybe I'll learn something from this (or atleast I hope so). Some people are just too young for love, and I firmly believe this now.
Everything happened so suddenly though, and that really makes me wonder. I feel like she has already forgotten me and has quickly moved on to a convieniently located guy. I always thought that doing all you could ever do someone would reward me, but I have discovered otherwise.
Now I feel as if I should never let my trust out again, as I did before.
I did everything I could have, and I guess I just wish I didn't feel the way I do about her. I wish I just didn't care (like she does). Maybe I'll learn something from this (or atleast I hope so). Some people are just too young for love, and I firmly believe this now.