Dear Diary
Today at the park: --after school hours--
Mamma last week of school!!! ah finals week is bitter sweet.
Really good energy here at Pulaski's playground. Pleasant place with nice warm people. I could do this. I could see myself just doing this. Yeah, it's not too crowded today. Maybe 3 families and a few groups of tweens/teens. We like it here. Craigie's here playing with Osha. It's rounding on 7pm or it's past it already. DinDin time [not something i normally say] and it's a sunny day.
RP told me he broke up with gf. I'm not sure why -x-
I had a dream about us kissing. It was quite real and passionate.
Soft, but controlled and sweet like honey to my soul...sweet we rock
nice and slow. Well we will see.
hey an old poem i found in my books:
concentrating on feelings...funfilled? over exaggerated!
fluster of emotions
need time to let things go...i'll call you back when i'm on the road.
Holding onto womanhood never felt as shallow
there just ain't no reason to own it anymore
Morbid thoughts defy pretty pieces of me
i have to keep eating my memory to remember everything
Passify
Axel rotation of the hips and thigh
Journey into cerebrium forn-ication--porn-ication
mid 20's no celebration
the Big 25's causes mind/eye/hand de-coordination
disolve into solitude
you know who you know who
Needs to bum a cig from her favorite kid
why do i always end up smoking again?
this health of mine has become stale
Stalemate!
and this Date where in, it's growing wife's tales.
GREAT!
Mamma last week of school!!! ah finals week is bitter sweet.
Really good energy here at Pulaski's playground. Pleasant place with nice warm people. I could do this. I could see myself just doing this. Yeah, it's not too crowded today. Maybe 3 families and a few groups of tweens/teens. We like it here. Craigie's here playing with Osha. It's rounding on 7pm or it's past it already. DinDin time [not something i normally say] and it's a sunny day.
RP told me he broke up with gf. I'm not sure why -x-
I had a dream about us kissing. It was quite real and passionate.
Soft, but controlled and sweet like honey to my soul...sweet we rock
nice and slow. Well we will see.
hey an old poem i found in my books:
concentrating on feelings...funfilled? over exaggerated!
fluster of emotions
need time to let things go...i'll call you back when i'm on the road.
Holding onto womanhood never felt as shallow
there just ain't no reason to own it anymore
Morbid thoughts defy pretty pieces of me
i have to keep eating my memory to remember everything
Passify
Axel rotation of the hips and thigh
Journey into cerebrium forn-ication--porn-ication
mid 20's no celebration
the Big 25's causes mind/eye/hand de-coordination
disolve into solitude
you know who you know who
Needs to bum a cig from her favorite kid
why do i always end up smoking again?
this health of mine has become stale
Stalemate!
and this Date where in, it's growing wife's tales.
GREAT!