thought on gorwing up

[sk8dsky]

I could lie and try to hide and see if it makes a difference
See if things change
I so badly need to wake up and embrace this new person I am becoming
Maybe she will search deep inside and reminisce past lives
Restore ancient childhoods
Resurrect lively ideals
She’s drowning in worries and uncertainty
Rescue her from fear
Welcome womanhood confident
These lies have seeped into the blemish of what’s left and enrich the pain
Scratch down disfigured walls; peel back everything
Deliberately deliver me; make me surrender to you, me
Find the truth
Awaken