why.....
SO HE CALLS ME AND TELLS ME WE SHOULD JUST BE FRIENDS..BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE TIME TO BE TALKING TO SOMEONE NOW...I LIKE HIM THOUGH....SO IT SUCKS..THAT I CAN'T SPEND ALL THE TIME THAT I WANT WITH HIM..HES A REALLY NEEDY GUY AND HAS ALWAYS HAD GIRLS THAT GIVE HIM A LOT OF ATTENTION AND ALWAYS WITH HIM...AND ITS THE TOTAL OPPOSITE WITH ME..WHICH IS TOO BAD FOR ME..AND MY PARENTS ALWAYS MADE IT DIFFICULT FOR ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM...AND ITS LIKE WHY? WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME? I DON'T THINK I DESERVE THIS...AND THEN I GO TO SKOOL WITH HIM...AND I'LL BE SEEING HIM EVERYDAY...WHICH WILL MAKE IT EVEN HARDER FOR MYSELF..NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE HIM THE WAY I WANT HIM..JUST AS A FRIEND...