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This has been a pretty decent week up until now when i have to work at check n go with devil bitch for the next two days. I keep telling myself after this week i should be at another store. Working with her is so depressing. Other than that, i'm still a little stressed out on how the hell am i gonna get out of ryans house. I dont have a clue how i'm gonna do it, but i got to one way or another. I think i'm making myself more stressed than i should be. But it is something that i need to do to make myself a little happier. The aspect of life on your own sucks. I kinda wish i was in high school again. Cuz i cant really get my own place. I dont make enough, close but yet so far. And it kills me. I would totally move back in with my dad after chris goes to boot camp, but they wann move to smithfield again. Fuck that. I would move in with troy but his step dad is kinda catching back up on his rent. I'm stuck where i'm at for gods knows how long. I kinda need a miracle.