Have the skys opened up for me?
well phil ddnt endup coming over dont kno what happened but what ever i decided yesterday that im gona work out to try out next fall for baseball because i miss feeling the way i do on the mound feeling in control playing my pace, bring all emotion on the mound pissed sad worried scared and just putting on every pitch i got and leave it on that mound... i also talked to my dad abouth this and he agree that i shouldnt sell my self short of something i love so much he thinks its a great idea but i gota talk to coach susi the coach here at wcsu about what needed improvement from the last time i had showed up to try out and i gota call coach fletcher the varsity coach at kennedy to see if i can work out with him and tha gaels to get back in shape and to see if i can throw over the summer with him or carona so that is my goal for this year to get back in shape to do that
aside from that i talked to her last night and it felt good to here her voice i hope we can contiueously talk like we were we were very open and i feel that is what was needed i was able to sleep a hell of alot easier or it was the fact that i went to sleep at 3 am and had to get up and be at skool by 9 :P hahaha no it was really comforting to talk to her about everything we know where each other stand we want each other in our lives but we cant let our feelings get the best of us at this time but we also cant sell ourselves short of the truth so we are agreeing to hang out we just gota behave for the time being and wen things are right hopefully things will fall back in place
Now for the quiting WoW situation or becoming a casual player i dk where i stand btw that i feel that i need my friends from WoW they are a big part of my life and have been for more than a year But i can not let my self get pulled into the game again because there were multiple times i let that distract me so there will be no hard core playing for a long time i might hope on every now and then get some stuff done but its time to get back on track.
"looking for your dream sometimes causes you to lose yourself"
i believe i had i definitly lost my self i was in search of a distraction and happiness wen LT and i broke up i started playing WoW but i found katie that fall and being cut from baseball last fall made me lose what made me happy i dont need WoW for happiness it is just a distraction to the real happiness, baseball katie my real life and i feel bad to those i kinda let go for that
masso thinks i should stick with wow but its not fun really anymore i enjoy my friendships i got in the game but i dont find the game fun that much anymore i have made so many charaters its just text book to me so its time to casually play to catch up with friends in the game anyway im straying from my point ...
Point is i think ill be alright... but i am not counting my chickens before they hatch one might end up a turtle with 2 heads 8 legs and one shell ... true story was on the radio yesterday
aside from that i talked to her last night and it felt good to here her voice i hope we can contiueously talk like we were we were very open and i feel that is what was needed i was able to sleep a hell of alot easier or it was the fact that i went to sleep at 3 am and had to get up and be at skool by 9 :P hahaha no it was really comforting to talk to her about everything we know where each other stand we want each other in our lives but we cant let our feelings get the best of us at this time but we also cant sell ourselves short of the truth so we are agreeing to hang out we just gota behave for the time being and wen things are right hopefully things will fall back in place
Now for the quiting WoW situation or becoming a casual player i dk where i stand btw that i feel that i need my friends from WoW they are a big part of my life and have been for more than a year But i can not let my self get pulled into the game again because there were multiple times i let that distract me so there will be no hard core playing for a long time i might hope on every now and then get some stuff done but its time to get back on track.
"looking for your dream sometimes causes you to lose yourself"
i believe i had i definitly lost my self i was in search of a distraction and happiness wen LT and i broke up i started playing WoW but i found katie that fall and being cut from baseball last fall made me lose what made me happy i dont need WoW for happiness it is just a distraction to the real happiness, baseball katie my real life and i feel bad to those i kinda let go for that
masso thinks i should stick with wow but its not fun really anymore i enjoy my friendships i got in the game but i dont find the game fun that much anymore i have made so many charaters its just text book to me so its time to casually play to catch up with friends in the game anyway im straying from my point ...
Point is i think ill be alright... but i am not counting my chickens before they hatch one might end up a turtle with 2 heads 8 legs and one shell ... true story was on the radio yesterday
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