Dec 15, 2005 23:08
Do you ever just get the feeling that something has gone horribly wrong and you don't exactly know what it is? Like everything is cool for awhile and then BAM nothing is. I mean I've tried to shake the feeling by doing something about it but when your efforts amount to nothing what are you supposed to do. I don't want to seem creepy or paranoid so I will put forth no more effort but still, I really hate feeling like this. The worst part about it is I feel as if I have noone to talk to about it. Sometimes I just want to curl up and die and not have to deal with shit anymore. No, by the way, that is not a suicidal cry for help, it's just an expression, I'm not that depressed yet. Oh well, I guess I'll see everyone soon and if I don't I'm sorry if I seem a little too homebody.