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i watched six feet under for the first time tonight. i guess it was ok, the thing with the foot was cool.
mood swings all evening. at one point i just quit irc because i was so tired of everyone. and now i tried to put together some sort of a soundtrack of my life, but it turned out to be quite an impossible task. i mean, it would have consisted of like 30 songs. and those were only the songs that had a very deep meaning for me. and some of them can't even be listened to, because it hurts too much. maybe some day.. i'm glad that the feelings with 747 aren't really associated with any specific person, except maybe tarja, but those feelings are always positive. it reminds me of her because thanks to her, i got to know kent in the first place. i think it was some time in 2000 or something.. i just wish we kept more contact, like a few years a go, when #tuukka was still alive & kicking. we used to gossip about boys and talk about everything. it's so weird how people just drift apart unintentionally. but still i love her. she's the best.
i should be studying. or maybe i'll just read on the lord of the rings. last night i got to the third part. it's scary.
mood swings all evening. at one point i just quit irc because i was so tired of everyone. and now i tried to put together some sort of a soundtrack of my life, but it turned out to be quite an impossible task. i mean, it would have consisted of like 30 songs. and those were only the songs that had a very deep meaning for me. and some of them can't even be listened to, because it hurts too much. maybe some day.. i'm glad that the feelings with 747 aren't really associated with any specific person, except maybe tarja, but those feelings are always positive. it reminds me of her because thanks to her, i got to know kent in the first place. i think it was some time in 2000 or something.. i just wish we kept more contact, like a few years a go, when #tuukka was still alive & kicking. we used to gossip about boys and talk about everything. it's so weird how people just drift apart unintentionally. but still i love her. she's the best.
i should be studying. or maybe i'll just read on the lord of the rings. last night i got to the third part. it's scary.