bittersweet sunday
my subject title would make a good name for a band.
well, that's at least how it is tonite. i've had the most amazing weekend really- lots of time with Seth, which we haven't had for awhile. And school is so taxing right now. School, questions about next semester, my lack of funds- I'm so thankful that I enjoy my classes, b/c that and my friends are the only thing keeping me from going crazy.
I need break to be here though.
Even though, I think I'm really scared- and all these distractions are keeping me from thinking about bigger things- like my future. I'm bright-eyed and bushy tailed, but 100% scared at the same time. Fears that I can't control-
I'd write more, but I need to finish so much stuff for tomorrow. I wish my brain worked.
well, that's at least how it is tonite. i've had the most amazing weekend really- lots of time with Seth, which we haven't had for awhile. And school is so taxing right now. School, questions about next semester, my lack of funds- I'm so thankful that I enjoy my classes, b/c that and my friends are the only thing keeping me from going crazy.
I need break to be here though.
Even though, I think I'm really scared- and all these distractions are keeping me from thinking about bigger things- like my future. I'm bright-eyed and bushy tailed, but 100% scared at the same time. Fears that I can't control-
I'd write more, but I need to finish so much stuff for tomorrow. I wish my brain worked.