To Be Continued... Ch.6
Title: To Be Continued (Ch.6)
Author: Lainny
Pairing: HaeHyuk, Kyumin,
Rating: PG-13 later NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior (but I wish i did), I do own the story
Summery: Hyukjae is a writer who got inspiration from his highschool lover who is now his husband. But when his husband dies he loses all his inspiration and stops writing. Donghae comes into his life and Hyukjae once again has inspiration but it doesn't last long since Donghae has a deep secret.
"Thank you so much for giving me a ride." Sungmin bowed. Jongwoon and him were standing outside of Leeteuk's apartment complex biding goodbye. "And I promise not to be late."
Jongwoon smiled at the cute boy in front of him. He didn't know why but he really liked Sungmin and he would make sure to give him a job so he could see him more. "If your ankle is still hurting just give me a call and we can reschedule."
"Thank you again." Sungmin bowed and made his way toward his apartment. Leaving a smiling man behind him.
As soon as he entered the apartment he closed the door and leaned on it, letting a small sight out. Even though he had done so much Kyuhyun was still in his mind. He wondered if he would ever get over the younger boy. He walked to his room since the apartment seemed empty.
Sungmin grabbed a box he had hidden under the bed and sat on Hyukjae's bed since he still didn't have one of his own. As he took out the contents of the box his heart was hurting and tears started falling. He had promised himself he wouldn't cry anymore but it wasn't as easy as he thought. He loved Kyuhyun so much. He wanted to go to the other and asked what he did wrong, why did he stop loving him or if he even loved him at all. All he did was love the other and made sure to make him happy but it seemed it wasn't enough.
Lost in thought and sobs he didn't notice his brother standing beside him also crying. Hyukjae had just gotten home and the first thing he saw was his brother crying made him feel sad all over again. It made him remember when he lost Siwon. The pain he still felt and he knew that it was the same pain his brother was feeling because it was as if Kyuhyun had died since they weren't together anymore and it seemed like it would end this way.
"Hyung..." Hyukjae called out, tears falling like a waterfall.
Sungmin looked up and more tears came out as he saw his brother in that state. Hyukjae sat beside his brother and hugged him tight. "What did I do wrong?" Sungmin sobbed into his brother's chest. "Everything was going ok! Why did he change?!" His grip on Hyukjae's shirt tighten as if trying to hold on to life.
"It wasn't you hyung... Something must have happen with him!" Hyukjae tried to make his brother feel better. All he had left was his two hyungs, but seeing Sungmin like this made him feel like life wasn't going to get any better. He knew Leeteuk was going through a lot too, even if the elder smiled all the time.
"I don't know how to go on without him..." Sungmin cried. "I want to hate him... but I can't... I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!"
Hyukjae tighten his hold on his brother wishing he could do something to help the boy.
~••~
"Thank you Mr. Kim." Sungmin bowed with a huge smile after having the interview with Jongwoon.
"Well you seem like a hard working guy and I need a good secretary." Jongwoon said. "How about you start tomorrow? I'll have everything ready by then."
"Really, thank you so much. I won't disappoint you!" The boy was so excited. Finally he would be able to help Leeteuk.
With one goodbye Sungmin walked out the office with a smile on his face. He was feeling excited to tell the news to his brother and his cousin Leeteuk. Things didn't seem to be getting worse, his new life seem to have a good start even if Kyuhyun was still the only thing he thought of.
As he walked home, he started to think of Kyuhyun again. A tear escaped his eye again as he thought of the boy who he loved so much. Even after the hell he had gone through he still wished to see him, but he knew the other hated him for a reason he didn't know. He decided to have a walk in the mall since it was still early.
Every store he passed by a memory of the happy days he had with Kyuhyun came to mind. Why was it so hard for him to get over one person? He's always been strong. Why couldn't he just let go and move on? Even if he loved the other, the other didn't love him anymore.
Slowly he walked over to the jewelry store where Kyuhyun had bought the engagement ring he used to proposed to Sungmin. The memory of when Kyuhyun had tricked him into choosing his own ring brought tears to Sungmin's eyes. How could one person change so much in a short time?
Unable to stop his tears he quickly made his way home, or the place that was now his new home.
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Does anyone read this story anymore? I don't think I'll be posting anymore chapters for this story if I don't get any comments anymore... so pls let me know if you guys still read this.
OMG!! How long has it been? I'm so sorry... I actually went through a lot of stuff last year... It came to the point that I didn't care much about anything and all thanks to my ex... but its a new year and I have someone by my side who is very special and well during the new years party at my family I was taken to the hospital and almost died from internal bleeding cause I had a cyst and didn't take care of it on time.. I was rushed to the emergency room and while in pain and the thought of dying I thought to myself that there are a lot of things I want to do before I die... I have someone by my side who loves me and who I truely love... even though we've only been together 4 months we are planning on moving in together some time this year... another thing I thought of was that I want to finish writing my fics that I love so much... so this time I promise to continue writing... not so often but I'll finish all my fics... AND OMG WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT THE STORY OF SUNGMIN I'M WRITING IN THIS FIC WOULD ACTUALLY TURN TO WHAT I WENT THROUG!!! SO IF YOU GUYS WANT TO KNOW WHAT WENT ON JUST KEEP ON READING... not 100% acurate but my bf left me for the somewhat the same reason as Kyuhyun left Sungmin so keep reading!! love you guys!!
Author: Lainny
Pairing: HaeHyuk, Kyumin,
Rating: PG-13 later NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior (but I wish i did), I do own the story
Summery: Hyukjae is a writer who got inspiration from his highschool lover who is now his husband. But when his husband dies he loses all his inspiration and stops writing. Donghae comes into his life and Hyukjae once again has inspiration but it doesn't last long since Donghae has a deep secret.
"Thank you so much for giving me a ride." Sungmin bowed. Jongwoon and him were standing outside of Leeteuk's apartment complex biding goodbye. "And I promise not to be late."
Jongwoon smiled at the cute boy in front of him. He didn't know why but he really liked Sungmin and he would make sure to give him a job so he could see him more. "If your ankle is still hurting just give me a call and we can reschedule."
"Thank you again." Sungmin bowed and made his way toward his apartment. Leaving a smiling man behind him.
As soon as he entered the apartment he closed the door and leaned on it, letting a small sight out. Even though he had done so much Kyuhyun was still in his mind. He wondered if he would ever get over the younger boy. He walked to his room since the apartment seemed empty.
Sungmin grabbed a box he had hidden under the bed and sat on Hyukjae's bed since he still didn't have one of his own. As he took out the contents of the box his heart was hurting and tears started falling. He had promised himself he wouldn't cry anymore but it wasn't as easy as he thought. He loved Kyuhyun so much. He wanted to go to the other and asked what he did wrong, why did he stop loving him or if he even loved him at all. All he did was love the other and made sure to make him happy but it seemed it wasn't enough.
Lost in thought and sobs he didn't notice his brother standing beside him also crying. Hyukjae had just gotten home and the first thing he saw was his brother crying made him feel sad all over again. It made him remember when he lost Siwon. The pain he still felt and he knew that it was the same pain his brother was feeling because it was as if Kyuhyun had died since they weren't together anymore and it seemed like it would end this way.
"Hyung..." Hyukjae called out, tears falling like a waterfall.
Sungmin looked up and more tears came out as he saw his brother in that state. Hyukjae sat beside his brother and hugged him tight. "What did I do wrong?" Sungmin sobbed into his brother's chest. "Everything was going ok! Why did he change?!" His grip on Hyukjae's shirt tighten as if trying to hold on to life.
"It wasn't you hyung... Something must have happen with him!" Hyukjae tried to make his brother feel better. All he had left was his two hyungs, but seeing Sungmin like this made him feel like life wasn't going to get any better. He knew Leeteuk was going through a lot too, even if the elder smiled all the time.
"I don't know how to go on without him..." Sungmin cried. "I want to hate him... but I can't... I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!"
Hyukjae tighten his hold on his brother wishing he could do something to help the boy.
~••~
"Thank you Mr. Kim." Sungmin bowed with a huge smile after having the interview with Jongwoon.
"Well you seem like a hard working guy and I need a good secretary." Jongwoon said. "How about you start tomorrow? I'll have everything ready by then."
"Really, thank you so much. I won't disappoint you!" The boy was so excited. Finally he would be able to help Leeteuk.
With one goodbye Sungmin walked out the office with a smile on his face. He was feeling excited to tell the news to his brother and his cousin Leeteuk. Things didn't seem to be getting worse, his new life seem to have a good start even if Kyuhyun was still the only thing he thought of.
As he walked home, he started to think of Kyuhyun again. A tear escaped his eye again as he thought of the boy who he loved so much. Even after the hell he had gone through he still wished to see him, but he knew the other hated him for a reason he didn't know. He decided to have a walk in the mall since it was still early.
Every store he passed by a memory of the happy days he had with Kyuhyun came to mind. Why was it so hard for him to get over one person? He's always been strong. Why couldn't he just let go and move on? Even if he loved the other, the other didn't love him anymore.
Slowly he walked over to the jewelry store where Kyuhyun had bought the engagement ring he used to proposed to Sungmin. The memory of when Kyuhyun had tricked him into choosing his own ring brought tears to Sungmin's eyes. How could one person change so much in a short time?
Unable to stop his tears he quickly made his way home, or the place that was now his new home.
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Does anyone read this story anymore? I don't think I'll be posting anymore chapters for this story if I don't get any comments anymore... so pls let me know if you guys still read this.
OMG!! How long has it been? I'm so sorry... I actually went through a lot of stuff last year... It came to the point that I didn't care much about anything and all thanks to my ex... but its a new year and I have someone by my side who is very special and well during the new years party at my family I was taken to the hospital and almost died from internal bleeding cause I had a cyst and didn't take care of it on time.. I was rushed to the emergency room and while in pain and the thought of dying I thought to myself that there are a lot of things I want to do before I die... I have someone by my side who loves me and who I truely love... even though we've only been together 4 months we are planning on moving in together some time this year... another thing I thought of was that I want to finish writing my fics that I love so much... so this time I promise to continue writing... not so often but I'll finish all my fics... AND OMG WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT THE STORY OF SUNGMIN I'M WRITING IN THIS FIC WOULD ACTUALLY TURN TO WHAT I WENT THROUG!!! SO IF YOU GUYS WANT TO KNOW WHAT WENT ON JUST KEEP ON READING... not 100% acurate but my bf left me for the somewhat the same reason as Kyuhyun left Sungmin so keep reading!! love you guys!!