To Be Continued... Ch. 4
Title: To Be Continued (Ch. 4)
Author: Lainny
Pairing: HaeHyuk, Kyumin,
Rating: PG-13 later NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior (but I wish i did), I do own the story
Summery: Hyukjae is a writer who got inspiration from his highschool lover who is now his husband. But when his husband dies he loses all his inspiration and stops writing. Donghae comes into his life and Hyukjae once again has inspiration but it doesn't last long since Donghae has a deep secret.
Author's Note: I want to apologize because I was unable to update again... A lot of things have happen after SMTOWN but I promise to get my head straight and come with better chapters pls enjoy n.n
*Achoo!*
“Bless you” Leeteuk said as he walked over to where Sungmin was laying. He took the thermometer from Sungmin’s mouth to check it. “Still not going down. Let’s get you to the hospital.” The older suggested.
“I’ll be fine… how’s Hyukjae?” Sungmin asked about his brother who had also gotten sick from last night.
Leeteuk sighed. “He has a fever but not as high as you. What were you doing outside all day yesterday anyways?” the eldest asked making the younger’s eyes drop as he remembered what had happen.
He had finally let go of the one he loved. “I had to do things before coming here.” He simply answered. “Thanks again for letting us stay with you.”
“I’m just glad you came to us. I like having you and Hyukjae around, that way I don’t feel lonely.” Leeteuk said as he made his way towards the door. “Rest for the day, I’ll be going to the store to buy something’s. Do you need anything?”
“Could you buy me a tooth brush? I left mine at Kyuhyun’s house.”
“Anything else?” Leeteuk asked the sick boy who in response shook his head. “Okay I’ll be back in a few. Just sleep like Hyukjae is.” With that the older boy left Sungmin in the room alone.
With a sigh Sungmin rolled to his back to face the ceiling. “Are you doing well Kyuhyun?” he asked no one in particular as a tear rolled down his eye. “I’m so stupid in thinking you would at least try to stop me or say something.” The tears started to fall and it wasn’t helping to heal the headache he had. “Please be happy…” The boy dose off with Kyuhyun’s image in his mind.
Even if he wanted to hate the other for all the tears Sungmin shed he couldn’t bring himself to stop loving his husband. Deep down he hoped that the other would come to his side once again and tell him to forget everything he did so they could start over.
Hyukjae walked in to check on his brother but was greeted by a soft snore coming from the bed. He walked closer to the sleeping boy and kneeled down beside him. “You made the right decision hyung.” He whispered. “You’re better without him because you can find someone better than him.”
The boy stood up a walked out from Leeteuk’s room to his. He changed closed slowly trying to avoid falling due to feeling dizzy. As soon as he was done changing he grabbed his laptop and quickly walked out before the oldest returned and stopped him. He needed to get out and get inspired. He grabbed a coat and left the apartment making his way to a nearby park hoping there wouldn’t be so many people around.
To his disappointment there were quite a few families at the park which made Hyukjae frown. “Hope they can give me some inspiration.” He sat down slowly fighting the drowsiness he was feeling. As he took out his laptop he looked at his hand that had a scare. Memories came rushing through his mind but he shook his head trying to forget them. “No sad memories!” Hyukjae told himself.
*The rain fell on his bruised up face as he stared up at his handsome husband who was looking deep in his eyes with a smile. He traced his fingers over that face he had fallen in love with and knew he couldn’t live without seeing it every night before he went to sleep and every morning when he woke up.
“You’re really came to save me…” the smaller boy said as he tightly wrapped his arms around the taller male.
“I told you I would never let anything happen to you…”*
Hyukjae stopped typing as he started sobbing. How he wished what he was writing was what really happened.
“Come save me now.” The crying boy whispered.
“Grab my hand then.” Hyukjae heard someone say and his heart stopped for a second. He couldn’t believe it. Was Siwon truly here for him? He was too scared to look up at the one who spoke so he just kept his head low. “Fine I won’t save you.” The person said in a too familiar voice to Hyukjae so the boy clenched his teeth together and looked up. “Mind if I sit down?” the other asked but didn’t wait for a reply.
“What are you doing here?!” the boy who was crying a few moments ago asked as he stared at the other sitting beside him.
“I always come here to relax. What are you doing?” the hyper boy asked as he tried to peek at Hyukjae’s laptop but the latter quickly closed it.
“It’s none of your business now leave.” The red head said as he tried to stand up.
But he was held down by the other grabbing his hand. “Stay here with me for a while… just a few minutes.” The other said in a low voice as if he was pleading.
The writer was starting to question if the other was in his right mind since he kept changing from hyper to depressed every time he saw him. “I’m not gonna sit here with someone I don’t even know!” he said and tried to retrieve his hand but the other gripped it.
“Names Donghae! Lee Donghae! I’m an editor!” the other hyperly (Is that even a word? O.o) said. “I’m 24 years old and I love reading books!”
The red headed boy face palmed himself after the last part that the other said. “Well Donghae I’m Lee Hyukjae and I’m leaving.” The boy said and tried to stand up but Donghae grabbed a hold of his wrist. “What?!”
“Stay… just a few minutes.” The other had puppy eyes which for some reason Hyukjae couldn’t resist so he relaxed and sat back down. “Why do you hate me so much?” Donghae asked.
Hyukjae stayed quiet for a few minutes while they both stared at the families who were playing around and laughing. “I don’t hate you… you just annoy me every time I see you.”
“You annoy me too.” Donghae bluntly said which made Hyukjae glare at him.
“Then why are you always following me?!” the monkey boy questioned which made Donghae laugh.
The younger pointed at himself. “Me following you? Hahaha” he laughed. “I thought you were the one following me since you’re always around the places I’m at.”
*COUGH*
“Are you okay?” Donghae asked the boy who was now coughing. “You look sick.”
“That’s because I am sick! And it’s all thanks to you” The sick boy said in a very loud tone which made a couple of people turn to stare at him.
“Why do you blame me for everything? You don’t even know me!” Donghae said. He was about to speak again but stopped as he saw Hyukjae holding his head as if he was in pain. “Are you okay?” he asked but got no response “Hyukjae-ssi”
On the other hand Hyukjae’s head was spinning and hurting. He tried to get up but failed and felt the other grab him so he wouldn’t pass out. Everything was going black as he tried to focus his eyes straight. “Your burning up!” he heard the other say before everything went completely black.
Donghae panicked.
~•○•~
As Hyukjae opened his eyes he blinked a couple of times to try and adjust in the dark room. He knew he wasn’t home because it didn’t smell like strawberries and it also wasn’t his bed. He wanted to freak out but he was too drowsy to do so. Instead of getting up and trying to find where he was he decided to just stay there lying down till he felt better. Nothing worried him at the moment since he knew he was safe for some reason and even if he wasn’t the only thing they could do to him was kill him and he wouldn’t fight it if it meant he could be with Siwon again.
“Sleeping beauty is awake?” he heard an annoying voice coming one side of the room and he turned around to see Donghae standing by the door with a tray. “Are you hungry?”
“Where am I?” Hyukjae simply asked ignoring the other’s question.
Donghae frowned. “You fainted in the park and I didn’t know where you lived or know anyone who knows you so I brought you here and called a doctor.” The boy said and walked in towards his bed where Hyukjae was. “So are you hungry?” he asked again.
Hyukjae sat up on the bed and his head was throbbing so he let himself rest on the headboard as he held his head. He looked at Donghae with questioning eyes.
“I made you some chicken soup so you can get better.” The fish boy replied as he put the tray on Hyukjae’s lap. As soon as he did the boy started sniffing it.
“What did you put in it?”Hyukjae asked in a sarcastic tone. “Poison? Or maybe something to put me to sleep for a while so you can kill me?”
“Mind reader! How did you know I put in some sleeping powder?” Donghae replied in the same tone. “Now eat so you can fall asleep faster and I can get this over with.” Hyukjae rolled his eyes and did as told.
The soup wasn’t bad at all and Hyukjae was actually enjoying it till he saw the puppy eyes the other boy had as he stared at him eat. “What? You really put something in it, didn’t you?”
“No, I just want your opinion on the taste. You’re the first person I cook for.” Hyukjae feeling weak slightly smirked.
“Sorry but I can’t taste anything right now due to my cold.” He said as he kept eating and enjoying the frown on the boy’s face.
This really made Donghae sad. He had put all his heart in making the soup and did his best to make it taste good, even if it took him about 4 times to get it right. He quickly took the tray away from Hyukjae who was still eating and stood up. “Then you can’t eat it till you get better and are able to taste it!” he said.
Now it was Hyukjae’s turn to frown. The soup really did taste pretty good but he somehow was happy making the other frown. “But how am I going to get better without eating?! I’ll die if I don’t eat!” he said in a little boys tone.
Donghae on the other hand started to think for awhile till he smiled and put the tray back on Hyukjae’s lap who quickly started eating again. “Then you’ll have to try my cooking again when you’re all better!” Seeing the other not replying and just eating he smiled knowing that Hyukjae was enjoying the chicken soup.
*Ring*
The red head quickly reached into his pocket and fished out his cell phone. “Hello”
“Hyukjae! Are you okay?!”
He heard his hyung’s voice on the other line and he felt bad making him worry. “I’m fine Sungmin Hyung. I’m at a friend’s house at the moment.”
“Why didn’t you tell us you were going out and were going to stay out late?!”
This time he heard Leeteuk’s voice. “Sorry, I really didn’t mean to but something came up. I’ll be home soon.” He assured his hyung’s before saying goodbye and hanging up.
“Brother?” Donghae asked the boy who was now eating again.
“Mmm” Hyukjae nodded. “I need to get home.” He said once he was almost done with the soup.
“You need to rest” Donghae said as he took the bowl from Hyukjae’s hands. “Just stay here.”
“Yeah right! I won’t be staying here with someone like you.” The redhead took the covers of and stood up but regretted it after he felt as everything was spinning. A pair of arms help him stand up straight and the arms felt so familiar but he couldn’t remember where he had felt these arms before. All he knew was that he was feeling safe and comfortable so he closed his eyes before passing out once again.
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I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I'm really sorry if its kinda short... I'm still having writers block due to all the things that have happened... and I wish I could promise to update soon but I cant becuase I don't want to break my promise again... but I'll do my best to start chapter 5 today and hopefully finish it in two days max.... pls understand and comment so I can get inspired... I hate having writers block
Author: Lainny
Pairing: HaeHyuk, Kyumin,
Rating: PG-13 later NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior (but I wish i did), I do own the story
Summery: Hyukjae is a writer who got inspiration from his highschool lover who is now his husband. But when his husband dies he loses all his inspiration and stops writing. Donghae comes into his life and Hyukjae once again has inspiration but it doesn't last long since Donghae has a deep secret.
Author's Note: I want to apologize because I was unable to update again... A lot of things have happen after SMTOWN but I promise to get my head straight and come with better chapters pls enjoy n.n
*Achoo!*
“Bless you” Leeteuk said as he walked over to where Sungmin was laying. He took the thermometer from Sungmin’s mouth to check it. “Still not going down. Let’s get you to the hospital.” The older suggested.
“I’ll be fine… how’s Hyukjae?” Sungmin asked about his brother who had also gotten sick from last night.
Leeteuk sighed. “He has a fever but not as high as you. What were you doing outside all day yesterday anyways?” the eldest asked making the younger’s eyes drop as he remembered what had happen.
He had finally let go of the one he loved. “I had to do things before coming here.” He simply answered. “Thanks again for letting us stay with you.”
“I’m just glad you came to us. I like having you and Hyukjae around, that way I don’t feel lonely.” Leeteuk said as he made his way towards the door. “Rest for the day, I’ll be going to the store to buy something’s. Do you need anything?”
“Could you buy me a tooth brush? I left mine at Kyuhyun’s house.”
“Anything else?” Leeteuk asked the sick boy who in response shook his head. “Okay I’ll be back in a few. Just sleep like Hyukjae is.” With that the older boy left Sungmin in the room alone.
With a sigh Sungmin rolled to his back to face the ceiling. “Are you doing well Kyuhyun?” he asked no one in particular as a tear rolled down his eye. “I’m so stupid in thinking you would at least try to stop me or say something.” The tears started to fall and it wasn’t helping to heal the headache he had. “Please be happy…” The boy dose off with Kyuhyun’s image in his mind.
Even if he wanted to hate the other for all the tears Sungmin shed he couldn’t bring himself to stop loving his husband. Deep down he hoped that the other would come to his side once again and tell him to forget everything he did so they could start over.
Hyukjae walked in to check on his brother but was greeted by a soft snore coming from the bed. He walked closer to the sleeping boy and kneeled down beside him. “You made the right decision hyung.” He whispered. “You’re better without him because you can find someone better than him.”
The boy stood up a walked out from Leeteuk’s room to his. He changed closed slowly trying to avoid falling due to feeling dizzy. As soon as he was done changing he grabbed his laptop and quickly walked out before the oldest returned and stopped him. He needed to get out and get inspired. He grabbed a coat and left the apartment making his way to a nearby park hoping there wouldn’t be so many people around.
To his disappointment there were quite a few families at the park which made Hyukjae frown. “Hope they can give me some inspiration.” He sat down slowly fighting the drowsiness he was feeling. As he took out his laptop he looked at his hand that had a scare. Memories came rushing through his mind but he shook his head trying to forget them. “No sad memories!” Hyukjae told himself.
*The rain fell on his bruised up face as he stared up at his handsome husband who was looking deep in his eyes with a smile. He traced his fingers over that face he had fallen in love with and knew he couldn’t live without seeing it every night before he went to sleep and every morning when he woke up.
“You’re really came to save me…” the smaller boy said as he tightly wrapped his arms around the taller male.
“I told you I would never let anything happen to you…”*
Hyukjae stopped typing as he started sobbing. How he wished what he was writing was what really happened.
“Come save me now.” The crying boy whispered.
“Grab my hand then.” Hyukjae heard someone say and his heart stopped for a second. He couldn’t believe it. Was Siwon truly here for him? He was too scared to look up at the one who spoke so he just kept his head low. “Fine I won’t save you.” The person said in a too familiar voice to Hyukjae so the boy clenched his teeth together and looked up. “Mind if I sit down?” the other asked but didn’t wait for a reply.
“What are you doing here?!” the boy who was crying a few moments ago asked as he stared at the other sitting beside him.
“I always come here to relax. What are you doing?” the hyper boy asked as he tried to peek at Hyukjae’s laptop but the latter quickly closed it.
“It’s none of your business now leave.” The red head said as he tried to stand up.
But he was held down by the other grabbing his hand. “Stay here with me for a while… just a few minutes.” The other said in a low voice as if he was pleading.
The writer was starting to question if the other was in his right mind since he kept changing from hyper to depressed every time he saw him. “I’m not gonna sit here with someone I don’t even know!” he said and tried to retrieve his hand but the other gripped it.
“Names Donghae! Lee Donghae! I’m an editor!” the other hyperly (Is that even a word? O.o) said. “I’m 24 years old and I love reading books!”
The red headed boy face palmed himself after the last part that the other said. “Well Donghae I’m Lee Hyukjae and I’m leaving.” The boy said and tried to stand up but Donghae grabbed a hold of his wrist. “What?!”
“Stay… just a few minutes.” The other had puppy eyes which for some reason Hyukjae couldn’t resist so he relaxed and sat back down. “Why do you hate me so much?” Donghae asked.
Hyukjae stayed quiet for a few minutes while they both stared at the families who were playing around and laughing. “I don’t hate you… you just annoy me every time I see you.”
“You annoy me too.” Donghae bluntly said which made Hyukjae glare at him.
“Then why are you always following me?!” the monkey boy questioned which made Donghae laugh.
The younger pointed at himself. “Me following you? Hahaha” he laughed. “I thought you were the one following me since you’re always around the places I’m at.”
*COUGH*
“Are you okay?” Donghae asked the boy who was now coughing. “You look sick.”
“That’s because I am sick! And it’s all thanks to you” The sick boy said in a very loud tone which made a couple of people turn to stare at him.
“Why do you blame me for everything? You don’t even know me!” Donghae said. He was about to speak again but stopped as he saw Hyukjae holding his head as if he was in pain. “Are you okay?” he asked but got no response “Hyukjae-ssi”
On the other hand Hyukjae’s head was spinning and hurting. He tried to get up but failed and felt the other grab him so he wouldn’t pass out. Everything was going black as he tried to focus his eyes straight. “Your burning up!” he heard the other say before everything went completely black.
Donghae panicked.
~•○•~
As Hyukjae opened his eyes he blinked a couple of times to try and adjust in the dark room. He knew he wasn’t home because it didn’t smell like strawberries and it also wasn’t his bed. He wanted to freak out but he was too drowsy to do so. Instead of getting up and trying to find where he was he decided to just stay there lying down till he felt better. Nothing worried him at the moment since he knew he was safe for some reason and even if he wasn’t the only thing they could do to him was kill him and he wouldn’t fight it if it meant he could be with Siwon again.
“Sleeping beauty is awake?” he heard an annoying voice coming one side of the room and he turned around to see Donghae standing by the door with a tray. “Are you hungry?”
“Where am I?” Hyukjae simply asked ignoring the other’s question.
Donghae frowned. “You fainted in the park and I didn’t know where you lived or know anyone who knows you so I brought you here and called a doctor.” The boy said and walked in towards his bed where Hyukjae was. “So are you hungry?” he asked again.
Hyukjae sat up on the bed and his head was throbbing so he let himself rest on the headboard as he held his head. He looked at Donghae with questioning eyes.
“I made you some chicken soup so you can get better.” The fish boy replied as he put the tray on Hyukjae’s lap. As soon as he did the boy started sniffing it.
“What did you put in it?”Hyukjae asked in a sarcastic tone. “Poison? Or maybe something to put me to sleep for a while so you can kill me?”
“Mind reader! How did you know I put in some sleeping powder?” Donghae replied in the same tone. “Now eat so you can fall asleep faster and I can get this over with.” Hyukjae rolled his eyes and did as told.
The soup wasn’t bad at all and Hyukjae was actually enjoying it till he saw the puppy eyes the other boy had as he stared at him eat. “What? You really put something in it, didn’t you?”
“No, I just want your opinion on the taste. You’re the first person I cook for.” Hyukjae feeling weak slightly smirked.
“Sorry but I can’t taste anything right now due to my cold.” He said as he kept eating and enjoying the frown on the boy’s face.
This really made Donghae sad. He had put all his heart in making the soup and did his best to make it taste good, even if it took him about 4 times to get it right. He quickly took the tray away from Hyukjae who was still eating and stood up. “Then you can’t eat it till you get better and are able to taste it!” he said.
Now it was Hyukjae’s turn to frown. The soup really did taste pretty good but he somehow was happy making the other frown. “But how am I going to get better without eating?! I’ll die if I don’t eat!” he said in a little boys tone.
Donghae on the other hand started to think for awhile till he smiled and put the tray back on Hyukjae’s lap who quickly started eating again. “Then you’ll have to try my cooking again when you’re all better!” Seeing the other not replying and just eating he smiled knowing that Hyukjae was enjoying the chicken soup.
*Ring*
The red head quickly reached into his pocket and fished out his cell phone. “Hello”
“Hyukjae! Are you okay?!”
He heard his hyung’s voice on the other line and he felt bad making him worry. “I’m fine Sungmin Hyung. I’m at a friend’s house at the moment.”
“Why didn’t you tell us you were going out and were going to stay out late?!”
This time he heard Leeteuk’s voice. “Sorry, I really didn’t mean to but something came up. I’ll be home soon.” He assured his hyung’s before saying goodbye and hanging up.
“Brother?” Donghae asked the boy who was now eating again.
“Mmm” Hyukjae nodded. “I need to get home.” He said once he was almost done with the soup.
“You need to rest” Donghae said as he took the bowl from Hyukjae’s hands. “Just stay here.”
“Yeah right! I won’t be staying here with someone like you.” The redhead took the covers of and stood up but regretted it after he felt as everything was spinning. A pair of arms help him stand up straight and the arms felt so familiar but he couldn’t remember where he had felt these arms before. All he knew was that he was feeling safe and comfortable so he closed his eyes before passing out once again.
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I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I'm really sorry if its kinda short... I'm still having writers block due to all the things that have happened... and I wish I could promise to update soon but I cant becuase I don't want to break my promise again... but I'll do my best to start chapter 5 today and hopefully finish it in two days max.... pls understand and comment so I can get inspired... I hate having writers block