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[sjhavok]

we played at loyal lanes on tuesday. we opened up for terminal, no warning, and saosin. we were pretty amazing.....from what i hear. weve gotten a lot better. and...its almost time for me to go away...to school. i dont know if i should put it off one more year...and try to make this work...or just go to school. i know going to school would be good...i would always be able to fall back on something...but..i dont want to leave this...and the guys....i know i would be back in no time..but..i wnat to make this work.....sooooo bad. it just seeems like noone cares about it as much as i do sometimes. hopefully since we did so well on tuesday they may take it a little more serious. we have 2 more shows this weekend. depending on how we do..i think im gonna decide what i do.

sorry i havent been on here much lately lj,

...i <3 erinn adela.