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[sjb122294]

I have about one week until I deliver this baby. I am so done, I just can't wait. I have been to the doctors every 2 weeks since June and then 2x a week because I have "elevated blood pressure", My feet are so swollen that I am wearing a size 10 shoe (normally, its 7-71/2) and thats only if there is nothing going over the top of my foot. My last day at work is this Friday, then I get a couple of days off before the big day. Hopefully, I will have enough energy to clean up my house. Did I mention my in-laws are coming up next week too? all this and my favorite uncle passed away yesterday. He was 45 and died of a heart attack. But he was very sick, smoked like a freight train unfiltered cigarettes and drank heavily. And recently lost his short term memory. It has been very hard for my Aunt Kay. My Grandmother told me that Joey actually told her he wanted to die. This disturbs me, I hope she did not tell this to my Aunt Kay.

Well, thanks for listening to me rant.