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I can't believe I struck out for the 3rd time in a year. This time wth Joe Tiano. I really thought we were going to have a good relationship and that it was going to last. He was so sweet and good to me. He was just too into himself and his job to give enough time to me. I know that it wasn't fair to me, but I wasn't ready to end it. I don't give up easily on things and I didn't want to with this either. Dammit. I hope I won't just be a number to him and I seriously hope there will be another chance for us because I think we could have had a really good thing, because we started to and then it ended. I'm really so much more upset than I thought I would be. I missed him so much and then we ended. I still miss him and wish I could see him. I still want to be with Joe.