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Dec 05, 2004 01:18

Whoa, I haven't updated this in a long time, but not as huge a gap as the last time I talked to my best friend from 5th grade whose birthday it is today. It's really funny the way things stick in your mind that you don't need to know anymore, and the things you do need to keep handy totally escape you. Like I could probably tell you most of the birthdays of my fifth grade classmates and first year latin is completely gone, except for hedgehog, since my t.a. used it quite frequently. ericius.

I think I have my christmas shopping under control. I just have to part with the money and wait for parcels to show up. This is the first time I can actually buy some nice things for my family so I am really excited. I know it isn't supposed to be about that but spoiling people is fun. Spoiling myself is fun too and normally I'd be buying myself a present each time I buy someone else a present, but I think I just grew up a teensy bit because I haven't done that yet. I think the self-gifting will be done after christmas, if at all.

I have been really busy and stressed at work, it's not really worth going into or complaining about overmuch. I know I could be doing something better with myself, and I fully intend to, I just think maybe I have to get a different job a lot sooner than I had imagined. I am so sick of feeling like I am the only competant person there, like I am the only person working and even that is not always my best effort since I have seen the acceptable level of effort and even slacking I can surpass these other people. Okay I lied, I did complain about it. So now I don't know if I should try to get a job on campus again in case I get accepted back and can save on tuition and all that, or stay local and just find something slightly less draining and frustrating to do until it is time to get back on the bus.

Oh and I have no idea what is up with this TNT movie starring Noah Wyle The Librarian: Quest for the Spear. I heard it on the radio at work and I thought it was a joke. Kyle MacLachlan is in it so I may watch it yet. I am hoping it is as silly as it sounds and doesn't lead to tons of kids jamming the admissions offices with applications. Somehow I don't see it standing next to Desk Set and Party Girl on the shelf, but I could be wrong, I often am.

I am going to sneak in some Shocking Life and then I'm to bed. I am going to feel very stupid about all of this when I have to babysit on such little sleep. That's hardly shocking at all.
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