Hello "friend"?emojimjitsuFebruary 13 2005, 12:39:10 UTC
Hi- My name is Jim and this is Miko, and you are.....?
(Miko): I can remember a time when things just weren't right inside and when the blade came to the wrist and joint came to the mouth. Yeah. I lied, I hid but I realized there are friends out there that would do anything to help me. So Hey Peter- you've got two great friends out there to help you.
(Jim): So here's the open hands man, here's the outreach. And once again, it's gotta be done on the internet. I keep forgetting that nothing real happens in LIFE anymore, except for Jordan and shows. It's a slap in the face when the best friend you've got that is always on top and untouchable emotionally spends the first 2 weeks of his second semester senior year sulking and sitting by himself. Especially when you ask him what's up and get "Nothing. I'm fine man." Now lemme see where I've seen or heard that before.. Oh.. right, the guy sitting next to me who came closer to losing himself then almost anyone I know. I see warning signs, you've got the hazards on man, don't tell me the engine is working fine. Help me out here man.
(Miko): Peter, you and I used to be the hands down best friends who could tell each other anything, could accept personal changes, could help each other through anything. I admit that I no doubt changed, but I'm coming back and I hope you respect that. The reason I say I hope you respect that is because I don't know what you're thinking anymore. Seems like a viscious circle, but I'm afraid I've lost you as a friend. I think one of the reasons I've lost you is to an infatuation you've had for a couple months. You said it pretty well- "I love you and I want to connect with you and learn even more about you." Don't get me wrong, you and Jordan are awesome, but maybe you shouldn't forget the people who still love you and reconnect with them.
(Jim): I'm going to lay it down the way I see it. In my opinion, you and Jordan are good for each other- or at least, will be in the long run. You make each other happy, and I know it seemed like you were both being suffocated in your prior relationships, so I'm glad you guys are enjoying this one. I'm not trying to pull seniority and be a prick, but coming from the guy who's been in a 3+ year relationship, If you two keep this emotionally high-paced and high-maintenance relationship burning like this, the coals will die sooner than normal. I love you both, and I feel kind of like there seem to be smaller problems that are fueling some kind of fire that people may not seem to like. I know from what I've heard that there seems to be some kind of "my relationship is better than yours" type of bullshit. You and Jordan said it about Jaclyn and Miko, (at least that's how it was presented and I interpreted it) and now it seems you two are getting guff from people about your relationship..(or at least, that's what Jordan's journal says). I got an awesome idea. How about we just be cool, easy-going teenagers who have fun again. Do you know how just flat out (and there's no other way to say this) fucking stupid it is sit around and sulk and say everythings okay when it's not? The train tracks may be clear on the outside, but I could swear the gates are coming down. Don't wait for the cowgrill to crush you before you make things cool again, it won't work out too well. Trains move fast man. I'd rather be able to talk to you about this in person, because this whole "I have problems that I want attention for on the internet" thing bugs me. I know you're better than this man, so how about we either talk this over, or you talk it over with people and come back and be the Peter I fell in love with as a brother. So I've got a proposition for you buddy. Come be invincible again.
(Miko and Jim) Let's end the drama. Let's be happy bitches again.
P.S.- If anyone has anything to say about this, please feel free to say it to our faces. Thank you.
Re: Hello "friend"?sizlakFebruary 13 2005, 16:15:19 UTC
umm...indeed we should talk in person. And about the relationship also agreed, we still are running uber strong but I would agree that the new relationship super happy fun time infatuation is over.
Please, don't ever talk to anyone else if you've got a problem with me or my personal life or relationship, talk to me.
(Miko): I can remember a time when things just weren't right inside and when the blade came to the wrist and joint came to the mouth. Yeah. I lied, I hid but I realized there are friends out there that would do anything to help me. So Hey Peter- you've got two great friends out there to help you.
(Jim): So here's the open hands man, here's the outreach. And once again, it's gotta be done on the internet. I keep forgetting that nothing real happens in LIFE anymore, except for Jordan and shows. It's a slap in the face when the best friend you've got that is always on top and untouchable emotionally spends the first 2 weeks of his second semester senior year sulking and sitting by himself. Especially when you ask him what's up and get "Nothing. I'm fine man." Now lemme see where I've seen or heard that before.. Oh.. right, the guy sitting next to me who came closer to losing himself then almost anyone I know. I see warning signs, you've got the hazards on man, don't tell me the engine is working fine. Help me out here man.
(Miko): Peter, you and I used to be the hands down best friends who could tell each other anything, could accept personal changes, could help each other through anything. I admit that I no doubt changed, but I'm coming back and I hope you respect that. The reason I say I hope you respect that is because I don't know what you're thinking anymore. Seems like a viscious circle, but I'm afraid I've lost you as a friend. I think one of the reasons I've lost you is to an infatuation you've had for a couple months. You said it pretty well-
"I love you and I want to connect with you and learn even more
about you."
Don't get me wrong, you and Jordan are awesome, but maybe you shouldn't forget the people who still love you and reconnect with them.
(Jim): I'm going to lay it down the way I see it. In my opinion, you and Jordan are good for each other- or at least, will be in the long run. You make each other happy, and I know it seemed like you were both being suffocated in your prior relationships, so I'm glad you guys are enjoying this one. I'm not trying to pull seniority and be a prick, but coming from the guy who's been in a 3+ year relationship, If you two keep this emotionally high-paced and high-maintenance relationship burning like this, the coals will die sooner than normal. I love you both, and I feel kind of like there seem to be smaller problems that are fueling some kind of fire that people may not seem to like. I know from what I've heard that there seems to be some kind of "my relationship is better than yours" type of bullshit. You and Jordan said it about Jaclyn and Miko, (at least that's how it was presented and I interpreted it) and now it seems you two are getting guff from people about your relationship..(or at least, that's what Jordan's journal says). I got an awesome idea. How about we just be cool, easy-going teenagers who have fun again. Do you know how just flat out (and there's no other way to say this) fucking stupid it is sit around and sulk and say everythings okay when it's not? The train tracks may be clear on the outside, but I could swear the gates are coming down. Don't wait for the cowgrill to crush you before you make things cool again, it won't work out too well. Trains move fast man. I'd rather be able to talk to you about this in person, because this whole "I have problems that I want attention for on the internet" thing bugs me. I know you're better than this man, so how about we either talk this over, or you talk it over with people and come back and be the Peter I fell in love with as a brother.
So I've got a proposition for you buddy.
Come be invincible again.
(Miko and Jim) Let's end the drama. Let's be happy bitches again.
P.S.- If anyone has anything to say about this, please feel free to say it to our faces. Thank you.
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And about the relationship also agreed,
we still are running uber strong but I
would agree that the new relationship
super happy fun time infatuation is over.
Please, don't ever talk to anyone else
if you've got a problem with me or my
personal life or relationship, talk to me.
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