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Every once and awhile you start to think you're a decent person, and you harbor some hope in humanity itself, and entertain the notion that life is a pleasant little escapade.
And then you do something that ruins everything, and with even a few simple words are able to crush another person. And then you remember that you are not good, nor is there anything good in you, and of course you're going to hurt other people's feelings- or rather, obliterate them.
And there's nothing you can do to redeem your actions or yourself. All you can do is sit and sob the reality of everything is so raw at the moment.
This moment. But I'm going to cherish this moment, because it makes me long for something else besides this earth.
And then you do something that ruins everything, and with even a few simple words are able to crush another person. And then you remember that you are not good, nor is there anything good in you, and of course you're going to hurt other people's feelings- or rather, obliterate them.
And there's nothing you can do to redeem your actions or yourself. All you can do is sit and sob the reality of everything is so raw at the moment.
This moment. But I'm going to cherish this moment, because it makes me long for something else besides this earth.