Election Eve...
here we are, the night before election, well, morning of now. i am so excited, optimistic, nervous, almost nauseous. in five hours i will be waking up to go and vote before i rush of to class and a midterm. well, i will be waking up if i can ever get to sleep.
the election isn't the only reason i can not sleep. i am so lonely tonight. i have so much going on in my life, i'm applying to amazing universities, i'm applying for a paid internship in the new york state assembly and the new york state senate, i am working, and all of this, and i have no one to share it with. i really need someone close to me right now, i want romance but right now i'd be more than happy with a close friend, i only have one left in syracuse and she never talks to me anymore.
on another note, someone told me about something she'd heard that really hurt my feelings. i am a very forward and honest person. i wear my heart on my sleeve and act accordingly. unfortunately it gets so dirty and damaged when it's worn in that particular location. maybe one day i'll lock it up inside where it is sheltered from the climates and winds, i wish i didn't have to do that.
the election isn't the only reason i can not sleep. i am so lonely tonight. i have so much going on in my life, i'm applying to amazing universities, i'm applying for a paid internship in the new york state assembly and the new york state senate, i am working, and all of this, and i have no one to share it with. i really need someone close to me right now, i want romance but right now i'd be more than happy with a close friend, i only have one left in syracuse and she never talks to me anymore.
on another note, someone told me about something she'd heard that really hurt my feelings. i am a very forward and honest person. i wear my heart on my sleeve and act accordingly. unfortunately it gets so dirty and damaged when it's worn in that particular location. maybe one day i'll lock it up inside where it is sheltered from the climates and winds, i wish i didn't have to do that.