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I got my cards read today. Julie told me some things I already knew but I went to get some hope for the future. She told me that there is something from my past that needs to be resolved before I can move on towards enlightenment. I took that as saying that I have to settle whatever it is that is still unresolved with Curran. I added him on facebook a couple of weeks ago and one day we chatted. It was genial while we talked about our shared interests but we finally cut into what we really needed to say. He's still upset with me. I never really could figure out why he was so angry with me back then and he pretty much told me it was because I didn't feel any remorse for what I did. I'm going to have trouble rationalizing my feelings to him when we talk again but I look forward to the conversation. We were too close for him to every really be gone.
The cards also said that I have my eye on someone but that they aren't the person or relationship that I am really hoping for. They said that someone is coming soon but I just don't know it yet. This is exciting and I really can't wait to see how that unfolds. I know I've been feeling it too but it's good to have some reinforcement of that feeling.
The cards also said that there is some chaos in my life that doesn't stem from me that I am involved in but that I can take a step back from it if I need to. This is good to know. It's good to know that I really am drama free and can choose if I want to have any or not. Also I got the card that means sex, I don't remember what it's called. But Julie explained it to me that I have options right now and they aren't going to get more complicated than I can handle. It was really good to hear that too. This drama free thing is the best.
She boiled it all down to saying that I am in the place where I need to be right now and I should figure out what it really is I want to do so that I can get to that place and be really happy. The only thing I could think of was Sweden and I am working on getting there. I'm just glad it's an entire country, language, and culture so it's not going anywhere anytime soon, unlike a person or a festival.
I'm leaving with Deacon in a month. I think the cards mentioned something about us. A strong bond or something. He's the only man in my life and I am fine with that. I want to adventure so badly and he's the only person I would want to have as my travel buddy. We know each other so well we understand each others limits and will have each others backs. I can't wait.
The cards also said that I have my eye on someone but that they aren't the person or relationship that I am really hoping for. They said that someone is coming soon but I just don't know it yet. This is exciting and I really can't wait to see how that unfolds. I know I've been feeling it too but it's good to have some reinforcement of that feeling.
The cards also said that there is some chaos in my life that doesn't stem from me that I am involved in but that I can take a step back from it if I need to. This is good to know. It's good to know that I really am drama free and can choose if I want to have any or not. Also I got the card that means sex, I don't remember what it's called. But Julie explained it to me that I have options right now and they aren't going to get more complicated than I can handle. It was really good to hear that too. This drama free thing is the best.
She boiled it all down to saying that I am in the place where I need to be right now and I should figure out what it really is I want to do so that I can get to that place and be really happy. The only thing I could think of was Sweden and I am working on getting there. I'm just glad it's an entire country, language, and culture so it's not going anywhere anytime soon, unlike a person or a festival.
I'm leaving with Deacon in a month. I think the cards mentioned something about us. A strong bond or something. He's the only man in my life and I am fine with that. I want to adventure so badly and he's the only person I would want to have as my travel buddy. We know each other so well we understand each others limits and will have each others backs. I can't wait.