Strange.
Death is so strange to me. I have never had to deal with someone extremely close to me passing besides my Grandpa and Trisha's mom. It still hasn't hit me that Tobi is gone. I cry everytime I go into my backyard because I feel he was JUST THERE, he was just playing beer pong with me and stealing all my cigarettes. :( I miss you so much, Tobias. I hope you found that peace you were looking for. Thank you for always making me laugh, just with being there. And for listening when I talked. I wish you were here and I wish I would have had a better encounter with you the last time I saw you. I loved you and you were one of my boys, and you still are one of my boys. RIP Tobias Mishell. :(
Also, I found out not even a week later that my old manager and great friend from FYE was shot Monday morning by some sick deranged freak who broke into his house via CHAINSAW and shot him and his girlfriend who was pregnant eight times. She is in critical condition but has lost her unborn fetus. His son Trenton is only about five or six years old. If any of you guys met Jonathon you know how awesome he was. The very first thing he said to me was "SMILE! It's not that bad!" and then I asked him for a job and I was hired on the spot. I still have your drawings and I'll never forget the many talks we had and how at one point, I really felt you were the only one who cared about me. I love you and I'm so sorry your life was taken from you far too early. RIP Jonathon Lestelle.
Also, I found out not even a week later that my old manager and great friend from FYE was shot Monday morning by some sick deranged freak who broke into his house via CHAINSAW and shot him and his girlfriend who was pregnant eight times. She is in critical condition but has lost her unborn fetus. His son Trenton is only about five or six years old. If any of you guys met Jonathon you know how awesome he was. The very first thing he said to me was "SMILE! It's not that bad!" and then I asked him for a job and I was hired on the spot. I still have your drawings and I'll never forget the many talks we had and how at one point, I really felt you were the only one who cared about me. I love you and I'm so sorry your life was taken from you far too early. RIP Jonathon Lestelle.