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Didnt go to see the boosh last night. Im sort of pleased i didnt go because i felt shit all of last night so really dont think i would have enjoyed it. but still, its yet another thing ive not gone to, another thing ive cancelled, another reason to get pissed off at myself.
Woke up feeling shit today, still feel crap but was in an okish mood earlier, mum called a while ago and put me in a shit mood though so yay for her. The builders have said the house wont be liveable tomorrow which means i cant go home. Theyre going to work all weekend so hopefully it'l be ok on sunday. I dont mind staying at stevens, its nice to spend time with him but ive been such a miserable cow since i got here that its best i go because im prob getting on his nerves. I hate being like this. its so hard not to cry and im so not good at feeling ill away from home, all i want to do is curl up in the safety of my own bed.
Woke up feeling shit today, still feel crap but was in an okish mood earlier, mum called a while ago and put me in a shit mood though so yay for her. The builders have said the house wont be liveable tomorrow which means i cant go home. Theyre going to work all weekend so hopefully it'l be ok on sunday. I dont mind staying at stevens, its nice to spend time with him but ive been such a miserable cow since i got here that its best i go because im prob getting on his nerves. I hate being like this. its so hard not to cry and im so not good at feeling ill away from home, all i want to do is curl up in the safety of my own bed.