i've packed a change of clothes and its time to move on
This month melted off the calendar
I don't think I can possibly recap everything properly
From what I recall...
[[hope you're on dial up]]
-i went to the hospital after having a drink which i thought contained vodka, but it was gin
-i was a sexy 1900s steel conglomerate tycoon for halloween
-ive been dancing my face off whenever possible
-ordered some art off the interwebs and befriended the artist. He just finished a commissioned piece for me
-Willow is healthy wealthy and wise and currently reaping the spoils(see:hunk of burrito) from a mom that loves her too much
-a rift began to form with my life partner, but we brought it back, and I'm thrilled our relationship wasn't destroyed
-new girl started in my group and she is proving to be awesome
-writing reviews of bars and restaurants like its goin' out of style
-hanging out with my fellow reviewers has continued to add unbelievable dimension to my life
-work has been fabulous, and i love my job :)
-redbull has become a staple of my diet
-Willow ate my third printer this month, but Dell is a kind company
-the Christmas party I organized for work is in two weeks, and I can't wait
-my parents are good, slowly rebuilding
- just bought them a LCD photoframe off overstock.com for Xmas. I hope they like it.
Maybe ill loop "I'm fucking you tonight" as the mp3 of choice for it ;)
-The unemployment agency has finally found me after months and months and wants me to cough up dough ;)
-i've been composing brilliant music in Mario Paint
-Thanksgiving will be spent in Boston, my friends may come over to drink tequila and order chinese or something
traditional!
Last weekend I went to DC
I hadn't been back since I graduated
and was happy to be on my old stomping grounds
there were times when I had pangs of nostalgia
driving past the washintgon monument always gets to me
unlike most trips, I was able to see everyone I love.
I wish I had more time to spend with some
and wish I had spent less time with others.
I went to DC to stay with B and see if this was real
and i was staying with a stranger
i kept finding out things about him that i didn't want to know
but am happy to have found out
he has an affinity for seedy and unsavory activities
i'm out. for good.
the person i fell for who visited me just a month ago in Boston couldn't make it apparently
because who i was left with was this horrible thing
that tried to demean me and make me feel like i was worthless
it probably took the ridiculousness of the situations to really show me what was up
there were times when i just smiled to myself because i knew i was free
to offer myself completely to the boy i left behind in Boston
it wasn't an end of a chapter..it was an end of an era.
he really was the first person I dated that I sincerely cared about
I appreciate what we had
and what he taught me
but now its over
Back in Boston I was greeted with kisses and Willow at the airport
I am completely enamored and I didn't even see it coming
I'm just so happy that i can give this an honest try
he sent udon to my house when i was sick a few weeks ago
he opens doors
he babysat Pluto the fish and worried about her not having enough air so he held her open tupperware container
while driving down the highway
we go on dates and we go on exciting adventures
next up, Austin TX
he cares about my goals, and listens
like REALLY listens
he tells me I'm beautiful and likes me the way that I am
he plays Rock Band with me at bars. I:singer He:drummer
he pets me when I'm tired
he goes out of his way to demonstrate how much i mean to him
he's not a doormat though. We're both opinionated...big personalities...we've already had our share of drama
and issues, and tiffs. but its been well worth it so far
I'm so happy he's in my life.
Time for a nap x
