waking life?
i've been getting up at between 5:30 and 6am every morning for the past 2 weeks... and its killing me. in the morning i have this burst of energy waiting to start the brand new day. i set out to accomplish what goals i have set for my self, and do my best to complete them. by the time people are actually awake and being social, or off work im ready to crash out. its only 9pm and im already feeling myself drag... i just want to eat something and fall over. i suppose the fact that i helped someone move today doesn't help that im tired. i could have even stayed and played poker and had free drinks all night but i would rather have come home...
...im feeling very out of my character lately, maybe im just changing...growing? i just feel like such a stick in the mud.
i'm exited to be starting work on monday... i know that i will not have a steady shift, and will probably be working a lot of nights and weekends... but at this rate i don't really care. i think im reverting back into hermit mode. its just nice to feel like i'm actually getting shit done again.
...im feeling very out of my character lately, maybe im just changing...growing? i just feel like such a stick in the mud.
i'm exited to be starting work on monday... i know that i will not have a steady shift, and will probably be working a lot of nights and weekends... but at this rate i don't really care. i think im reverting back into hermit mode. its just nice to feel like i'm actually getting shit done again.