Jul 10, 2005 21:08
ugh. i don't feel very good right now. my tummy hurts. i am at work and i hope thy finish thier concert soon. i had plans to watch SATC with liz and sarah and mandy and i am supposed to finish cleaning the apt 'cause it's my turn. but right now i don't feel like any of that because i don't feel well. i don't even feel good enough to whine about feeling bad. ::holds tummy::
i'm in the middle of portrait. i don't know what all of his words mean but i'm just wandering through, hoping to absorb what i can. i think i will need to read this book several more times. many more times.
i can't stop thinking about the time traveler's wife. for some reason it's as if that book came up to me and hit me in the face. but in a way such that i loved it. hmm. that doesn't make a lot of sense. i don't really want to put it into words though, i just want to hold it. to hide it under my bed, and take it out at night and fall asleep holding it tight in my hand.
when you hurt, is it the music? is it your tired mind? or is it just you? that was rhetorical. what is real?