Apr 12, 2005 23:39
So I got off work half an hour ago...yep it sucked. But I guess the good thing is that I only work at the theatre two times this week *shoulder shrug*. Me and Liz went to Wendy's today after school, it was pretty good, we had a good talk. You know what's weird? That I am constantly afraid of something traumatizing happening in my life. I am seriously fearful all the time lately, I always think about other people and how this could be that last time that I talk to them because anyone can die at any moment. Sometimes I cant even sleep because all these horrible thoughts fill my head. Maybe I'm just paranoid. I'm happy for all the moments when I don't think about things like that. It's good to be around people that make you forget horrible things that haven't happened and wont happen, that's what friends are for. I love all my friends sooo much. I seriously have no idea what I would do if anything happened to them. <3 you all.