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hey guys how has it been going? eh...not as good as i would want it right now...too much stuff...been writting alot...heres a few of them...so injoy...and comment me people come on now!!!
IQ CUBE (august 19th)
As I sit here. Trying to put this cube together. Each piece a different size. Every try, ending with a un-happy result. Trying over and over until I make perfect. This box ever so confussing. I won't give up until I make since of this. Each and every peice ending so differently. This color red, reminding me of all this pain or life. Each piece with a different ending with so much anger tied to each end. Why can't it be the easy way? Why does it have to end different? Life isn't perfect, you have to work your way up. Each piece a different story. The last piece falling into play, is this going to fit with the other pieces? Or will it be another failed attempt? I dont know yet, but I'm willing to find out.
ANOTHER DAY YOUR NOT HERE (SEPTEMBER 4TH)
Where did this story end? Lets start out by starting all over. And if all else fails, I'll close my eyes and you'll be there by my side. Dear, you're so beautiful. Are you listening? I said you're so beautiful. With you here, I dont need the sun, theres enough light in your eyes to light up my world. I'll keep thinking you'll come back so I'll bow my head and keep praying to our Lord for a new beginning. I don't want to be away from you. But you broke my heart and then you said I deserve better? Your not making this easy. I'd give my life for you. The words you would'nt say, you shouldve said. Are you getting tired? Because I'll carry you. Everything I need lies in you. I miss you more each day your gone. I feel like I've lost everything when your not here with me. This last heartbeat is yours for the take. So come with and never let go. I want you to feel the way I do. I'll never leave you. All I have is hope. I won't give in. Where did this story start?
JESSICA (SEPTEMBER 12th)
This is what I get for helping a friend? Hate so strong piercing this skin of mine. Broken trust shattered upon this cold broken ground. I would rather bleed then be friends with you. Lie to him? Fuck you. People like you should be locked away, never to show your face again. Then maybe, just maybe you would know how it feels to be broken hearted. Why did we ever let you inside our heads? Its so hard to have some one to love when theres people like you. For the people that you hurt. And the person that you dishonor. Sinners like you. Pacify with false hope of love withen. Your foolish words of pity. We were all there for you, especially him. But your greed was itching to steal others silver linings. Tell the truth, dont fucking lie to our friends. When fate leaves you behind. You try bringing the rest of us down with your words of disgrace. Let those tears collapse inside. You brought this to yourself. I lost all the respect i had for you. Drown in these words of hatred. You soul-sucker. All those lies of tears. Shut the fuck up. Everytime you do this you'll remember me. Drift away. Say good-bye. Its times like this that makes it hard to push ourselves out of our beds. With open arms you blow him away. This friendship is no more but ashes. You said you hate me. Forget how to spell my name. I already did for you. Im not wasting words on you. Lie to him? Fuck you. Now kiss it all good-bye.
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