today
today, i had a bomb dropped in my life.
i thought i would cool off over the course of the day. i also thought that being productive would keep my mind off such things, and i could begin to move on. i cooked fettucini alfredo from scratch, i did 2 papers, i went to the grocery store, and i went to a friends house. now, i am left with nothing to do except clean my room. once that is done, i will have nothing to thwart my thoughts away from what needs to be dealt with.
then, i will begin feeling devastated.
i thought i would cool off over the course of the day. i also thought that being productive would keep my mind off such things, and i could begin to move on. i cooked fettucini alfredo from scratch, i did 2 papers, i went to the grocery store, and i went to a friends house. now, i am left with nothing to do except clean my room. once that is done, i will have nothing to thwart my thoughts away from what needs to be dealt with.
then, i will begin feeling devastated.