♕ tenth night[voice(japanese)];

[sixthsensed]

I don't want to go home.
I- .. I wish I'd just died with Mafuyu--without him, I- I can't--

Even if .. E- even if I don't even know how to survive here, a- at least .. at least I'm not there.

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{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

Miku-chan, please.. Where are you? It makes me worry when you're sad.

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

P- please don't, I- .. I feel so guilty, always burdening you.

{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

You are never a burden to me. I like it when you talk to me, and I like trying to help you.

I really liked having you come visit me, you're great to be around.

..um..

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

B- but--! I just .. I don't understand that at all!

{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

It doesn't matter if you don't understand it, what matters is somebody cares about you and you not throwing that away!

You're such a good friend, Miku-chan, but sometimes I wonder why you're constantly trying to sabotage yourself!

... I mean...
No. No, I meant that.

Why don't you think you're worthy of all that?

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

B- because I-- ..

M- Minato-kun, b- before I came here, I .. I never had friends, or anything like that. I'm so scared of people--of everything, that I just-- ..

I'm sorry.

{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

Just because you didn't have them before doesn't mean you don't deserve them. And you don't have to drive them away by claiming you aren't worth the trouble.

Being afraid isn't the same of being worthless and undeserving.

...Are you afraid of me?

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

I don't want to be.

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[purgatory_maren]

{Voice, Japanese 2/2}

[purgatory_maren]

...

So you are.. I'm sorry.. I don't mean to add to your grief, Miku-chh..san.

What can I do? I don't want you to be afraid of me- I care about you.
[This is ridiculous- why can't I stop?!]

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

N- no, please don't think that way! Minato-kun .. y- you make me so happy, I just-- I don't .. I don't want to disappoint you, s- so I--

{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

But you don't disappoint me. You never have.

Listen- I can't help what I'm saying, I couldn't lie to you if I tried. Its the truth!

The only way I would be disappointed is if you completely gave up on yourself.

Re: {Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

B- but I--

[ what's that? the sound of sniffling? miku will inevitably in the guinness book of world records for crying. ]

I'm sorry.

{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

Please don't cry. I hate it when you cry, it make me feel like I could.

.. My truth isn't good enough, is it? You're so fragile. You're so hard on yourself that no matter how much anyone loves you, you can't accept it.

Not that I'm saying I- Not like that. I mean maybe like that too, but not me?

I'm not sure, but you understand, right? That you're the only one judging you.

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

I- .. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry-- I just--

Back home .. it was everyone else, and I just .. I just don't understand. I can't understand.