Dec 31, 2004 17:30
i feel soberly fucked up.
i haven't left my bedroom in 5 hours.
sitting here.
room a mess.
make-up faded from last night.
black sweatshirt w/ hood on.
music fucking BLASTING.
hair a mess.
tv on but not paying attention to it.
parents yelling at me. not paying attention to that either.
neighbors came over to complain my music is too loud.
haven't eaten all day.
talking to people online w/ full on conversations.
haven't slept in a while.
lying to friends parents for them.
SOBRIETY SUCKS
i feel like white-trash.
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that was the most positive post i have ever done. not.