fuck you, you never gave a damn but yah know i still told you i missed you

[sixteensongs]

if i could i would ask you question after question...needing an answer everytime and BOTHERING you until my needy laugh was so deep into your pockets you had no reason why you shouldn't tell me that deep little secret. you shrugged me off when i dared to ask that question that was just a little too personal for our first real conversation. you still gave me the answer...the entire story. i didn't really respond you probably were wondering what i was thinking of you but i wouldn't believe you. my confidence only reaches so high in my mind, even though everyone believes different. i guess it really depends on the situation. anyways, i wanted to know everything about you; nothing could turn me away. i was afraid to walk up to your door to see if you were home and i couldn't call you so i just texted you. in such a childish way i asked if i could bother you and you just called me. i loved it when you told me you liked me and was glad we met because i feel you. i did things for you just so i could see you smile because then i knew you still had a chance to have a good day. oh and god damnit did i love to hear you laugh.

i am such a child but hey i am sixteen.