Jan 03, 2005 11:06
freaking freaking freaking...christ.
that always pops into my mind whenever it's late and i can't think of
anything to say. then that just pops right in to say "hey!" i could
take this as my calling to believe that there is a god and that the
christian religion is the way to go but i am NOT a religious freak.
yes, i may have a slight obsession with the crucifixtion and i may just
watch Altered States all the time because i find it somewhat
interesting. since i don't see it as my call to god i just think i'm
fucking crazy. yep...crazy, who woulda thought it'd come to this.
the memory i am also
obsessed with and in watching Altered States they come together at one
point...at least i think they do because i've only seen half of it
because i lost the disc and switched over to watching the twelve
monkeys.
"and there is no god but yet a true self! you are just replacing god with your true self and getting no where. you're crazy. hah. maybe but at least i know that it was created inside ourselves..our minds!! *shakes head and takes a sip of beer* "
you know i just can't help to.