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I almost forgot I had a livejournal. To be honest, I think it's pretty much pointless now. I'm so bored with it. To sum up the the past few weeks:
-Spring Musical was actually successful.
-Got an interesting burn on my left hand from salt and an ice cube.
-Started talking to Nikki again.
-Had some very interesting band practices.
-Worked.
-Went to tour Seton Hall.
-The school was closed last Monday because of flooding in town.
Uhh... The past week has been absolutely wonderful. I'm at an all time high and low. I absolutely love the weather, and I've been out and about at the gym and hangin out and driving around. At the same time though, there's just stuff really getting to me when I have nothing better to think about. I really don't know what to do anymore. The worst part is that I'm pretty much on my own for this whole thing, because I really can't get help.
On a rather amusing note, Mary Medino has actually attempted to help me. Let me tell you a little about Mary... She's actually very entertaining when you get to know her. I've been sitting at her table in study ever since I've been outta gym. I also talk to her online periodically so I guess you can say we were decent friends. But I was talking to her on Friday night about random stuff, and we found out that we share exactly the same relationship/friend problems and get distraught about the same exact things. It was so funny. We could literally finish one another's sentences. So yeah, we're even better friends now. She wanted to help me with my current situation, but I'm not gonna let her. Just the same, it's nice of her. Nobody else has really made the same attempt she has.
On another note, I keep finding new people who "like" me in some form or another. It's not a bad thing, it's just that I feel like a real scumbag when I know I won't return it. Cuz it's the same thing I suffer from most of the time, lol. Talk about hypocrisy. I'm a walking contradiction at times. Don't really know what to do about it.
I spent about an hour talking to Mary last night, then went to record guitar tracks which is what I'm going to return to soon. I kinda hit a low patch now, for reasons I'm not going to explain. I'll be better once I get all my frustrations out.
That's life as of now. Excitement by the minute.
-Spring Musical was actually successful.
-Got an interesting burn on my left hand from salt and an ice cube.
-Started talking to Nikki again.
-Had some very interesting band practices.
-Worked.
-Went to tour Seton Hall.
-The school was closed last Monday because of flooding in town.
Uhh... The past week has been absolutely wonderful. I'm at an all time high and low. I absolutely love the weather, and I've been out and about at the gym and hangin out and driving around. At the same time though, there's just stuff really getting to me when I have nothing better to think about. I really don't know what to do anymore. The worst part is that I'm pretty much on my own for this whole thing, because I really can't get help.
On a rather amusing note, Mary Medino has actually attempted to help me. Let me tell you a little about Mary... She's actually very entertaining when you get to know her. I've been sitting at her table in study ever since I've been outta gym. I also talk to her online periodically so I guess you can say we were decent friends. But I was talking to her on Friday night about random stuff, and we found out that we share exactly the same relationship/friend problems and get distraught about the same exact things. It was so funny. We could literally finish one another's sentences. So yeah, we're even better friends now. She wanted to help me with my current situation, but I'm not gonna let her. Just the same, it's nice of her. Nobody else has really made the same attempt she has.
On another note, I keep finding new people who "like" me in some form or another. It's not a bad thing, it's just that I feel like a real scumbag when I know I won't return it. Cuz it's the same thing I suffer from most of the time, lol. Talk about hypocrisy. I'm a walking contradiction at times. Don't really know what to do about it.
I spent about an hour talking to Mary last night, then went to record guitar tracks which is what I'm going to return to soon. I kinda hit a low patch now, for reasons I'm not going to explain. I'll be better once I get all my frustrations out.
That's life as of now. Excitement by the minute.