Thank you everyone

[sixshadesofgrey]

Thanks so much to everyone for all of the kind words you left the past few days.. I needed it and it means so much to me and really does help.  I am trying so hard to push through times like this where it hurts so bad.. where it's hard to just exist.. I know not all days are going to be like this.. but when i'm right in the middle of it, it just

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[sixshadesofgrey]

If going into the city wasnt a fuckin project for me.. I would totally spend the holidays with you! I have no plans (my family is Jewish and doesnt even do anything special for Hanukkah) and I always was sad that I didnt get Christmas because it looks like so much fun.. I always wanted a tree and lights and stuff.. I exchange gifts with my boyfriend and my best friend.. but I wish it were a big deal to my family..

If you were up for it I would totally invite you out to Long Island to do a holiday thing with me.. But I'm too tired to cook and I have no idea how to "entertain" :P I have no idea where people get energies to plan parties and stuff.. Not like I'm going to any. But yeah.. if you ever are having a good period of time and want to come to Long Island (I honestly have no idea if that would ever be a possibility for you but I want the invite to be out there!) you are always welcome here. Sadly I dont go into the city unless I have to (I go to get my hair straightened twice a year because otherwise I'd have a jew fro and it's way easier for me to deal with not having to do my hair) but other than that I cant remember the last time I went into the city for, like, fun. I USED to go into the city all the time for fun years ago.. I miss that.

I had been too scared to buy concert tickets in the city because the last few concerts i had tickets for I missed cus I felt like crap the day of.. BUT I forced myself to buy tickets for a concert for one of my favourite artists in February.. and I REALLY want to make it. I almost didnt buy the tickets.. but I nknew id regret it if I didnt at least TRY to make it to teh concert.

Okay i ma babbling.. But yeah.. traveling to the city is really hard for me now.. but if it werent I'd totally be hanging out with you all the time. But if you are better with travel than I am (some fibro girls I know travel lots which amazes me) you have an open invitation here.

p.s. The Jews got jipped.. all the Jew holidays are depressing!