Why I love leonard Cohen...
"This world is full of conflicts and full of things that cannot be reconciled but there are moments when we can transcend the dualistic system and reconcile and embrace the whole mess and that's what I mean by Hallelujah. That regardless of what the impossibility of the situation is, there is a moment when you open your mouth and you throw open your arms and you embrace the thing and you just say 'Hallelujah! Blessed is the name.' And you can't reconcile it in any other way except in that position of total surrender, toal affirmation . . . . That's what it's all about. It says that none of this-you're not going to be able to work this thing out-you're not going to be able to see-this realm does not admit to revoltuion-there's no solution to this mess. The only moment that you can live here comfortably in these absolutely irreconcilable conflicts is in this moment when you embrace it all and you say 'Look, I don't understand a fucking thing at all-Hallelujah!' That's the only moment that we live here fully as human beings."
I am going to dye my hair again tonight. Not that anyone ever noticed it was anyway. I did the bottom layer sometime in April, i believe, darker. So now I am going to do it again since it faded, and this time is a black black, not just "soft black". ^.^ YAY!
I hate how i can spend $38 in CVS. I got gum, disposable razors, shaving gel, hair gel, a card for brad, and hair dye. Geez... I mean why do things have to be so damn expensive now a days? Oh, but i got the greatest deal ever on the hair gel, it was wonly 99 cents!! O_O
NOt much is going on... I am depressed now that Jonathan is gone. The love of my life is no longer here with me!! *sobs* Where is my JONATHONG?!?!
The concrete people finally came and now i have no driveway or walkway to my front door. It's funny looking.
I work tuesday and wednesday, and then thursday I took off, and friday... I leave this country. I am excited, and not exctied at the same time. SO excited since i finally get to see France... so not excited to leave my friends and my love. Because of the time difference, I'll hardly be able to get in touch with anyone, especially the one(s) who'll be working late *cough cough*.
I almost got my hand bitten off today by a rottweiler. Was a little scary. . . not gonna lie.
I took my dad two days, and me pointing to my nose for him to notice that i got it pierced. WAY to be observant. >.<
ugh i am bored with myself and i feel really fat.
bye.
LOve,
veronica
I am going to dye my hair again tonight. Not that anyone ever noticed it was anyway. I did the bottom layer sometime in April, i believe, darker. So now I am going to do it again since it faded, and this time is a black black, not just "soft black". ^.^ YAY!
I hate how i can spend $38 in CVS. I got gum, disposable razors, shaving gel, hair gel, a card for brad, and hair dye. Geez... I mean why do things have to be so damn expensive now a days? Oh, but i got the greatest deal ever on the hair gel, it was wonly 99 cents!! O_O
NOt much is going on... I am depressed now that Jonathan is gone. The love of my life is no longer here with me!! *sobs* Where is my JONATHONG?!?!
The concrete people finally came and now i have no driveway or walkway to my front door. It's funny looking.
I work tuesday and wednesday, and then thursday I took off, and friday... I leave this country. I am excited, and not exctied at the same time. SO excited since i finally get to see France... so not excited to leave my friends and my love. Because of the time difference, I'll hardly be able to get in touch with anyone, especially the one(s) who'll be working late *cough cough*.
I almost got my hand bitten off today by a rottweiler. Was a little scary. . . not gonna lie.
I took my dad two days, and me pointing to my nose for him to notice that i got it pierced. WAY to be observant. >.<
ugh i am bored with myself and i feel really fat.
bye.
LOve,
veronica