Feb 03, 2004 18:18
i was so happy we didnt have school today cause i was really tired this morning. at 9 i went to get some blood drawn. they filled two tubes and some fucking idiot that calls herself a doctor examined me for like .5 seconds and said i was fine even though my heart rate is like 30 times faster than everyone elses. anyway- i cant help but think about how thats what happened to my uncle and he got sent home and had a heart attack and died. i've been reading a lot about OCD in jens psycology book, and did you know being a pack rat had a lot to do with that? i didnt... i just thought i was a crackhead and just liked to save stuff. and also it was saying stuff about like.. repeated thoughts that are completely inappropriate and you know will never happen but still like worry about happening. and i thought everyone did that.
the incubus cd came out today!!!! i need some money so i can get it. ahahaha liz is definately going to get it first. just like deadsy. she probably already has it now.